My home screen already has Shu all over it, but a locket in the shape of a heart, and then attached to a choker...

*crawls under the sheets*

I was messing around with picrew and I found one I thought would be nice, so I started off making myself, but in the process I noticed she looked more like a small child...

So I decided to unknowingly stab myself in the heart and mess around a bit by making a Shu+Me child... (I don’t like children but.. this... if it’s with Shu then f*ck yeah.)

Shu... beautiful man to the left + Me... neko chick that made me want to make an OC/Self Insert blog.

Equaled.. this beautiful child..:

When I was younger, my hair was a much lighter color than it is now, and Shu is blond, and if I had a child, I would hope she has Shu’s eyes...

I can only picture this little girl coming up to Shu and I (as a married couple) and looking and admiring us as happy parents she can actually look up to and feel safe with... something I feel like Shu and I never really had...

A nice, calm, and loving nap with Shu... his arms keeping me close as I relax into his embrace. Maybe his face buried in my neck or vise versa. His gentle touch as he lightly scratches my back.. maybe giving me a small kiss on the cheek every once in a while... or maybe he holds me from behind.. lightly caressing my stomach, chest, or leg. Maybe whispering sweet things in my ear to lull me to sleep...

Well guess what

I found more. So much more.

It can be either family or friends, they tell you to be a certain way and you’ll go far. Family tells you to follow your dreams but once you’re doing just that they question you about the way. They criticize every option there is and make you feel bad about your dream and with that you push it away. Friends tell you they support and will do this and that but in the end their plans change and you’re left alone.

Yayyy, I am so happy, and I didn't get sick on the bus! I met so many nice people in Detroit (especially the cute wonderful girlies who made me and Krazeh cookies and pretty hairclips ahhhh~) and I would totally go back... just to see those lovely people there. Oh, and the pigeons are so round and fluffy, ho ho ho.

This weekend I will be attending AnimeUSA down in DC! So if you are in the area please stop by and yell at me to update online more and I will probably cry and give you a button... no no, I won't cry.