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[ Why I am at the singer's door? I just had this sudden urge to visit it, somehow. It's weird - it's like I have this feeling on my throat, just... dry and dead, every time I pass by here. So, I don't believe in ghosts or any of this crap, that's bullshit. But... I don't know, nobody is watching it, right? Just a dumbass starring at a door, that's it. And even if ghosts exist, they can read minds, right? Whatever. Let's just... talk.

I hated you. I hated you so much, singer. No one ever supported me, I was abandoned all the time. Nobody wanted to be friends with "the blue-haired weirdo" and my parents... well, what can I say? Abandoned me too. But you, singer. You? Never. You had everything in your hand.

One day, in seventh grade, I think... Nobody noticed me at all. Until one day, I broke my own arm on purpose, so I could get at least a bit of attention from everyone. And I got 18 cards, that I keep under my bed until this very day.

But still... I think it was not hatred I felt for you, but yes, jealously. I wanted to be like you, but in the end, all turned into hate when you did that murder.  I understand your point of view, you were scared, but still. I would be okay if you just murdered someone and confessed, but you lied.

But even though. My respect for you, which was... a lot, just went all away at the trial. I respected you a lot, singer. You were my inspiration, and I just felt so betrayed. 

But in the end, does it matter? Does it matter that I feel this way? I... honestly don't know.

Akito knew that wasn't the place, nor the time but he had to tell his friends his secret. He left notes under their doorsteps and told them to come to his room because it was important.

He felt selfish, but maybe, all his secrets boiled down to that.

Akito was... Bad. He was a dick, really. Not only he made Mic upset by suspecting him, but he frigging thought it would be funny to make a snark comment about it. THANKFULLY the person didn't take it seriously and thought Akito was just being an idiot. Which he was.

And to make it worse, a little voice in the back of Akito's head kept telling him to avoid Mic at all costs.

And he was out of monocoins, so he couldn't even buy Mic a proper gif. So he brought his harmonica to play something for him.