#shootmeplease

I’m in a fucking crisis. Everything keeps getting worse and more messed up, and there’s no one who gives me a solution or helps me. I quit therapy because of all the stress and lack of sleep, and I’m constantly stuck in my head and dissociating all the time. I don’t remember anything from anyone. I just can’t focus on therapy right now or work on my traumas and patterns. So I won’t be going for a while. There’s no solution to this fucked-up situation, and I’m done trying to fix things. I took too much medication again, so I’m going to try to sleep. Ugh.

Meses sin dormir. Comiendo y vomitando. Sin comer y vomitando. El estómago lleno de desgarros. ¿Cómo pude dejar que me machacaran viva? ¿Cómo pude dejar que se apoderasen de mi alegría?

Написала 2 тексти з німки for no use, не стримуючи злість і роздратування. голова гуде, температура за 38, закрадаються підозри корони, бо абсолютно всі симптоми🤙🏻 або їде дах, або просто не хочу робити німецьку)))

Lol gum smacking!! ugh I actually HATE that nose lol #waitingroom#shenanigans #shootmeplease

Not posting to be noticed, just tired of holding shit in. I just wish it was over.

I just want to be enough