@shokutsus inquired : what can i do to convince you ? inbox prompt : morbid curiosity prompts. prompt status : accepting !
𝙋𝙀𝙍𝙃𝘼𝙋𝙎 𝙄𝙏'𝙎 𝙐𝙉𝙁𝘼𝙄𝙍 𝙏𝙃𝙀 way she scoffs quietly at his question . ada knew better than to wonder if he actually meant it , nanami was hardly one to say something he didn't mean ― it was simply just the idea of leaving that'd pulled the noise from her .
❛ it's never as simple as just wanting to leave . ❜ the mercenary hums quietly , a soft melancholy to her voice as she looks over the area around them . there had been hundreds of times she'd thought about stepping away , both before the involvement of the organization and after , none of them being followed through . there were few places she'd be able to go and even if she found one she was sure that her disappearance would just be let go by her superiors .
ada already led a life constantly on the run , leaving would just take away what little security she had currently .
❛ outside of this life , i don't exist , i haven't for a long time . ❜ fragments of memory were all that existed of her life from before , name and home long forgotten through years of compartmentalization for the sake of anyone who'd survived . ada wong was a facade , one that she'd never intended to keep for long , but it was the closest thing to herself she even had anymore .
❛ there is only one way out of a life like mine and that's something i've come to be at peace with , kento . ❜ in another life perhaps ... it would've been nice having a normal life with him .












