#shittymen

  God. I mean I didn't sleep until 3 am. My phone will not be charged until it dies and God forbid it does because my friend is crying has stayed up ALL night to wait for a douche and yet she still finds ways to make excuses for the prick AND blame her self for everything going wrong. 

 But at the same time I think I will feel relieved because we have been going in circles about this. And I woke up to it and it's been 2 hours of on and off calls. Geez I am a shitty friend. But what else can I do?

II feel adamant in just saying what I have been since I been talking to her. Leave the guy alone. Quit texting him. All your questions have been answered. Treat him like the dirt he treated you like.    Think it won't solve anything? Well it makes me feel a hell lot better than being walked on and swayed by shitty lies and also being confronted on the phone/text because someone is too much of a coward face to face. 

 Perhaps old habits do die-hard. If he has text message break up. Why the hell would you expect him to end it differently the next time.

  I am getting more pissed as I type because I have had lack of sleep yet I am being kept up by crazy adrenaline tricking me into believing that I have had enough. Sadly I never have felt more awake since I can't even remember when.