#shit idek

can emotionally intelligent friends on tumblr tell me wtf a constant state of chest tightness and jittering means

quick question,,, does anyone kno how 2 twitter rp lolol ?? idk, i feel like i dont hve enough time to properly rp anymore (winter break is coming in 2 weeks tho sO WHO KNOWS,, a bitch might b back) but like,, anyways back to twitter,, i lowkye wanna try so let me know!! like this status!! drop a message !! slide into my DMS !! if u wanna maybe do a indie or smthing idk dude alkjdsfkjsd

I think I've come up with a decent analogy for hyperfixation, as I experience it: basically, it's like having a really strong (and embarrassing, imo) crush... on a thing/concept/etc - you think about it all the time, it's always at the back of your mind - you have to fight the urge to smile when you think about it, because you get that warm fuzzy feeling - everything reminds you of it - you're constantly checking yourself around other people to make sure you're not talking too much about it because *nobody can know* - you can't help but get super giddy when you talk about it, like an excited puppy - spending your spare time with it makes you happy - you talk your friends' head off about it--the best ones don't mind that you do, and ask you questions - you feel compelled to defend it when someone criticizes it - at some point, it fades, but you generally still have a soft spot for it - or alternatively you get sick of it and just don't want to think of it ever again it's not a perfect analogy, obv, but that's how I generally experience it

Shit i just realized. I went outside during the day for 10+ blocks no problem. Didn't get anxious didn't panic I even managed to talk to someone

there’s so much shit I can do with my life that I’ve reached the point where the most difficult thing to do is just decide wtf I’m gonna dedicate myself to for the rest of my life.

When your abdominal pains literally fuxks you up to the point where you just wanna curl into a ball and die. Or at least fall asleep for a long, long time, then wake up and eat some chocolates.