03/07
- finished like 2 stuff at work in one day - cake rubbing himself on my hand - shingyee messaging me if I was ok - illya putting my pills aside and telling me that I'd taken enough for the day already - everyone in my workplace noticing that something was off with me today, so when young boi showed up and I said yes to him coming along, my boss immediately said stuff like "the 2 of you not allowed to go home alone, I'll send you home with shingyee " and "do you need us to chase him away or not" and "what do you want?" Like they didn't just care about me, they respected my opinion and what i wanted to do - illya getting excited about young boi's Brother in the taxi. Turns out hes a big shot in the music industry - dinner at illya's - food so good, company so rubbish. Everyone low/high key teasing me about young boi. Wanling winking at me the whole time. Illya telling us to get a room - talked to the kopi guy and he gave advice on drawing! - illya's singing and original music, sweet lord - young boi's voice when he sings tho. He made up a song for me impromptu. I probably blushed. - illya giving us packets. I wanted to cry. I hugged her for a very long time after. - protective shingyee and boss. No chance for young boy HAHA - Joey messaging me after to ask about stuff. Her saying that everyone hecks up. Tells me about herself. I feel... comforted in this vulnerability. - I love my company so so much. I am so blessed to be here at this point of time.
