#sherlockfeels

Damn it. 

I dreamed of him that night, after his death I dreamed of him. Mary let me sleep at Baker Street after it but I wish I hadn't. The dreams started of as usual, a blank dream but then I found myself walking into the living room and seeing him standing there. By the window, his violin in hand "You took your time" he looked round and smiled at me "I was getting lonely" "You only died today" "That's still pretty long. But being dead isn't actually that bad, no one bothers me" "But you left me" Sherlock looked round at me. His expression soft "John, you've seen men die before" "None of them were as good as friend as you" "We all die John it is the unavoidable result of life. To be born one must die and to be dead one must be born" "Stop it" Sherlock smiled and set his violin down "You're crying John" "Because you're dead Sherlock!" Sherlock walked forward. He tied his scarf and put his coat on and smiled "What's the point in crying over something that's not real?" He walked out the door and I woke up When I woke up I was a sobbing wreck, I had served in the army all my life and never once had I suffered as bad as this. I sighed and walked into the living room. No one was there, it was empty. His seat was empty but I still heard his voice just echoing around the place. His snide remarks and awful routines of never eating or sleeping. I saw a sticky note on the mirror. I knew the writing at once. It was his. I limped over and pulled it of the mirror and read it carefully 'John, I suppose I'm dead now yes? Well don't let this inconvenience stop you're adventures if you still have them. I'm sorry my friend, tell people about us. Don't just let our adventures block you're head (see you should keep a mind palace) but anyway. People will want to listen now so tell them. I'll be waiting for you patiently but take you're time, there's no rush, you've got your Mary and now I'm back with Redbeard so I have all the company I need. Goodbye John, goodnight'

So who else could relate to Sherlocks reaction when John told him he was his best friend? Because sometimes you think that nobody really sees you as their best friend.

I do believe they did

"Of course you are."