“Why won’t you reply to any of my texts?” Shepford
text: Because I had a 12 hour shift and I’m tired.
text: No, that is a lie. I did work but that isn’t why I haven’t answered. I needed a break, Belle. A break from having to hear about him. About the times he is paying attention to you or the times he isn’t. I couldn’t hear anymore about how you miss him or how nobody wants you the way that you want them because it isn’t true. You always say it is but it isn’t.
text: I want you. I have wanted you for a long time. Yeah we have jokingly flirted and blamed too many drinks when crossing the line but this can’t be much of a shock to you. Or are you really so obsessed with him that you can’t see anyone else. I have been right fucking in front of you this whole time. And our friendship has been everything to me but sometimes I really can’t take listening to you going on about him. About how lonely you are when I have been there for you every step of the way and while that won’t stop right now I need to be selfish and I need to take a break because feeling for you the way you do for him and having to hear about it is just too hard right now.
