#shenzed

Hello hello! My shop is back and this time I bring fresh updates for three of my old charms, the Shenzed heart charm and the Xin Zhao & Jarvan III charms set!

They'll all be on preorders until the 29th of July~

• Shen is trans man. (In Ionia they have ways to make hormones from plants)

• Zed has complexes about his appearance. He wear big clothes what make him look larger, because even with musculs he is tiny. Short, gentle and with small hands. He has almost no body hair and one he has are too light to be notice. He’s never been able to grow a beard or mustache, so he is almost 40 but looks like 20

• Shen is tall and broad. He needs shave his face every day to keep it clean. Also he is hairy as hell.

• Their size defense is crazy and they like it (Just look at them)

• Shen is very emotionally closed off, so when he want some touch or affection, her can't say it or ask for it. He just watches and hopes Zed will understand everything, and Zed every time does

• Zed never stopped loving Shen. He dreams about him every night. He will do anything for Shen to accept him. Kayn has heard Zed crying at night several times, he doen’t really know a reason, but suspect it was aboout Shen

• The reason Shen wanted Zed dead is because he loves Zed and he’s terrified of that. He hates this feeling. He wants Zed close, and that is why he hates him so much. How else could we explain that Shen didn’t want to kill a mass murderer and maniac(Jhin), but at the same time wanted to kill Zed????

• After capturing Jhin, Shen wanted just to talk with Zed. To say sorry and "maybe we should work together from now ".

• After working together, seeing how Zed protected Akali, how stopped her for killing jhin.. Shen realized he had no real reason to hate Zed. And maybe Zed didn’t deserve that hate.(Shen also couldn’t stop thinking about how Zed saved his life)

• After returning to Ionia, Shen can't stop talking about Zed. Akali thought he was talking about him too much before. Now Shen speak about him non stop. It’s only a matter of time before she says something like "just fuck him already"

• Shen is physically strong, Zed is emotionally and mentally strong. That’s why ignores the Noxian invasion, for him it is too hard to accept that people can do such terrible things. He also doesn't take blood and violence vell.

• They both ignore their feelings and do nothing about them. So their students-kids(Kayn and Akali) will help. Also because they both tired of this pointless suffering

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Their relationship develops slow, really slow, become Shen struggles with emotions. At first, it was just meeting, not even a dates. Zed doesn't take it well. He wants be happy, he want be able to call Shen his boyfriend or husband. But Shen doesn’t seem to want that. So once, after their "not-date " Zed finally breaks. Tired of the one-sided love, he just… gives up and starts crying.

"Zed? W-what has happened? Is everything okey?" Shen was confused of this .

"It’s been half a year. You still haven't even called it a date. Neither you called me your partner. I'm tried of this, Shen. Just tell me you’re not interested and I’ll leave " he covers his face with hands.

"No, I am interested in you. And always have been. I always wait for our.. Time together. I don't want you to leave. "

"You never said that "

"Said what? "

"That you love me. "

Shen freeze for a moment. He didn’t expect that.

After a pause, Zed just stand up and starts to leave.

Shen grabs his hand.

"Zed, please. I love you. Please don't leave me again. "

Google translation ajaj: -Shen: Let me take care of you... -Zed: I don't need your help

Silent Agreement

Rating: T

Length: ~1.4k words

Summary:

An almost imperceptible noise, like the smallest leaf falling onto a grassy soil, disturbed the peace of Shen’s bath time. The slow clatter of the water and the buzz of nature all around him were familiar and expected, but this particular sound stood out somehow. He slowly opened his eyes to confirm his intuition and tensed immediately. Zed was here.