Don’t remember why I didn’t post it at the time(this is from mid February, according to my math) but please enjoy a snippet into what it’s like to be significant other.

I’m finally watching the Marvel movies (I’m basically 99.9% spoiler free, please don’t tell me a single thing that happens, I’ll be v v upset) and have reached the point where I get to look at Sebastian Stan’s face on a decently regular occasion. My fiancé is watching them, too, but isn’t as far into the order as I am. He just came back home from being on the road and we decided to watch an older one.

Last night, we turned the first Captain America on while we went to sleep. I fell asleep within the first hour or so, but occasionally woke up and saw glimpses of the movie.

After I fell asleep and the first one ended, he turned the second movie on, since he’s only seen it once. I have no recollection of the following interaction, but apparently at some point, I rolled over and sleepily asked what he was watching. He told me it was the Winter Soldier. I snuggled up to him, laid my head on his chest and got comfortable, before I sighed and said, “Bucky Barnes is a fuckin’ snack” and fell right back to sleep. While I’m literally sleeping on top of the man I’m going to marry in 46 days.

So, yeah, that is how I told my fiancé that I think Sebastian Stan is fine as fuck.

Aye, friendos. As you all can see, I’m back. I’m not going to promise I’ll be as active as I used to be, life is way too hectic for that as it is. But I’ve been writing with @tacmc again and it’s been helping with both my stress relief and my mental health immensely.

That being said, I went through a kind of bad point where I decided I was done with tumblr, done with fanfiction, and pretty much done with writing all together. Threw myself back into gaming. I was pretty much sleeping, at work, planning my wedding, or playing games competively.

The point of telling you all of this is because I decided to upgrade my old ass laptop to a new gaming laptop, so I could travel and still stream if I wanted to. In the process, anything that wasn’t backed up to my hard drive was lost. Including my tag list.

Therefore, today, on January 15th, 2020, I am starting a whole new tag list. I’ll be pulling a few people I specifically remember that have asked me to tag them in “literally, everything you write, forever”, but my tag list was nearing 250 people when I took my first hiatus. I can’t remember everyone and I’m so sorry. If you’d like to be tagged, please comment on this post or leave an ask in my box so you can get added. I’ll also be adding a link to this post in my bio so it can be easily accessed for comments.

(This is also your friendly reminder that my DM’s don’t load on the mobile app, only on my PC, so if you message me and I don’t add you for a while, that’s why!)

And please, if you don’t mind, reblog this so I can get the word out and signal boost.

Thanks :)

- Shelby

PS: I missed each and everyone of you and the amount of love in my ask box has made my heart so happy. 💕

I always thought “blue webbed monstrosity” would look fabulous with a blush wedding dress and now I get to find out.

Got a OS coming your way soon. And Tara’s only description of it?

HEAVY.

Look, we’re called “A Court of Angst and Smut” for a reason!

Keep an eye out for that in the next day or two.

We haven’t. Neither of us really have the time for Tumblr that we used to anymore. Life happens and we’re both extremely busy.

That and the knowledge that we had impending deadlines to keep and knowing we probably wouldn’t hit them started to drain us, of both our ambition to write and our creativity.

But.

We’re working on something. The most important part? We’re doing it together and we’re doing it for ourselves, not because it’s what’s expected of us. So be on the lookout.

It’ll be quite Lovely.