#shallowme

  Yes it's almost, the relationship thingy where you're acting like a bf/gf but totally you're both not. A thing they call "FLIRTATIONSHIT". 

Probably, no one is ever to blame nor MYSELF, because in the first place I agreed on our compromised. and that's what it goes. "GO WITH THE FLOW" and "The HE's my Happiness and I'm His Happiness thing" 

  "it SUCKS!"

that's it. Well, many of our friends told me that it's difficult, knowing that one of us will get hurt or be hurt. it's a non-sure relationship between us. but I gotta say over the past two months, this thing is kinda sweet, having a good feeling between us, the mutual understanding between us, but as we go on,  I realized that it's  BULLSHIT CRAP COMPROMISE.

I feel like somethings changed,(odd feeling)  the things that both of you usually do, got off. Well, to be honest I am so clueless and hurt with the things happened in a glimpse of this and that without knowing what was happened. and I cannot push myself asking the same question again to him coz he'll definitely put no answer on.