Severance 1x07 "Defiant Jazz" (2022)

Shaky Hands

Decided to celebrate the completion of the (sketch stage) presently patreon-exclusive comic “Friends Like These” i’ve been writing about Timothy and Donnie for about three months now with an absolutely Miserable comic. You have NO IDEA how much grief the future timeline gives me, i had to map it out on my kitchen wall in order to make sense of it

@whumpgifathon | Day 29: “The Past Comes Back To Haunt You”

I had a dream in which I drew something without a stabilizer, so I did. I suffer from essential tremor, which makes my entire body constantly tremble uncontrollably. I‘ve had this condition since my early teens and it‘s been getting much worse over the years. Especially my hands shake the most, which is making daily tasks quite difficult, and the shaking gets even worse when I‘m stressed or anxious.

Being at war with my own body, fighting dysphoria, disability, mental illness, chronic pain, and this tremor, had me burnt out and exhausted for a long time, giving up many of my hobbies for years and years. Most of all, though, I felt so very ashamed of all the things that made different. But slowly, I‘ve been working on accepting and embracing all those parts that make me me.