Healing By Believing In The Divine Plan
It is not easy being a guru and a parent to your kid at the same time. Nor is it easy on your kid to have their guru and parent be the same person. To your child, you are a parent first- even though it is said that our first school is our home and our first teachers are our parents. Having to perform both the roles simultaneously is a great responsibility, where one has to be the true guide for their children. It requires patience, courage, discipline and the ability to make the right choices/decisions in life.
Trisha, who grew up in an abusive environment and encountered similar circumstances at her in-law’s place, decided to be a healer first, then the mother to her child. She suffered miscarriages, abortions failed IVF treatments over time. This led her to decide to learn and educate herself about the true lessons life was perhaps trying to teach her by placing her in such difficult circumstances since childhood, while she chose to remain ignorant of it all. A past life session was booked in April 2017 but the karmic contract of the soul played its divine role and the session was delayed as she conceived at that time. However, due to a medical condition, she had to abort that child in her first trimester. Soon after, her entangled emotions drew her to me for a session without any further delay. As the session began, her consciousness could not move beyond her womb and she started crying without uttering a single word. That was when I realized her consciousness wanted to connect with the recently aborted soul, likely the third soul that had tried to come to her.
As we moved further, Trisha experienced herself as a teacher in a school who was disciplined, punctual and strict and always wanted things to be perfect and accurate. But not everyone appreciates discipline or punctuality. In a lifetime from 1864, one of her students, who was also her daughter, Leila was rebellious and never liked Trisha as a strict teacher, which began to affect their parent-child relationship. Leila was a young teenage girl who craved freedom without boundaries. Trisha’s disciplined nature and strict instructions at school were a major cause of tension between them, as Leila wanted to dominate the class and the school by taking advantage of her mother’s position. She believed her mother’s role made her superior to the other students and, as a result, became increasingly rebellious toward her. The question why arose, prompting us to move forward through four to five lifetimes. As Trisha began seeing several scenes, some depicted heated conversations between a father and daughter, another showed an unhealthy relationship between a guru and a shishya. Finally, a scene came where Trisha saw herself as a monk with a few disciples, one of whom was Leila. Leila, who was an adamant but slow learner has chosen Trisha as her guru but was unable to complete her lessons as Trisha was lazy and somewhat careless. Trisha often saw herself sitting under a tree or by the water, wasting a lot of time.
Leila realized her mistake and moved on in life, but made a karmic vow of teaching Trisha a lesson to understand discipline. In the next life, when Trisha chose to be both a mother and a guru, her relationship with Leila became a hurdle. At the soul level, their learning is aligned. They are meant to teach each other. But instead of learning, they kept creating more karma by fueling each other’s patterns. So, they chose to move on separately. Leila got married to another soul that entered her life at a young age and moved to a new city. Trisha stayed behind, holding on to her disciplined and strict nature. With this unfinished karma, it was important to find out their soul connection. In the spiritual realm, Trisha found that Leila was her Shadow Soul (parts of ourselves that we subconsciously repress or dissociate from due to fear or pain, or both). From various lifetimes, Trisha had been running from her own weaknesses which had become a hurdle in her spiritual journey. In the lifetime where she saw herself as a monk, she needed a separate body, a human in front of her to show her own weakness from a raw perspective. So, she chose to be born with her own shadow self on this planet. In this lifetime, the soul she had to abort was Leila. During the in-womb conversation, it was revealed that the soul that was aborted was Leila’s, as Trisha was not yet ready to face or work through her weaknesses. Hence, this lifetime would also go in vain.
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