#shadowrp

Felix decided to come back to the 'land of giants' as he called it for whatever reason. This time though, he brought Shadow with him. He thought bringing her will help get used to her new life of being headless.

Lyra and Shadow waved at the group of Pokemon that approached. Each one seemed to be very different but Lyra walked up to the Umbreon that she seemed very interested in.

Without glasses, he was regretting, having gone there, he should not go to the agency again ... However Natsuki had promised to Shinning ... Promised that after three years he would come back and then go back to work ...

Three years ago.

Satsuki said he would disappear, said he would vanish, it was for this reason that the blonde was separated of all, he did not want he felt weak.

It took three years and his personality became strange, many things happened.

When come back he came across with a known hair, feeling a chill in the spine, it should not have come. He could have continued to speak with Shinning by phone ... Natsuki could not find anyone, find Syo had been enough to make him regret now find the young songwriter ...

-What are thoughts? What are feelings? What should it be? Sadness, loneliness, despair ... All this turning and turning, running in my mind. Blood as it is fun to see the tenuous line of blood running down my arm. How many times have I done this? How many times have I hurt myself just to forget? Forget all the past, all the sadness ... I wish you were here, I wish I could be with you again feel you on my mind ... Satsuki ... I better stop pressing the knife into my arm.-

So get up walking into the bathroom to pass water and not let it infects, make a bandage and then wrap with a bandage. Throwing on the bed then and thinking, looking at my two arms wrapped.

-How many times? Why it does not come out of my head, why I can not just forget. He's gone, it is gone. He's gone ...-

Tears come to my eyes again taking off his glasses and leaving them in bed.

And he was doing it again, sitting under a bridge, with a coat fallen beside the body. The body with purple spots, bodies fallen around, his chest bare, he took the knife from his pocket, he pressed the blade against his own stomach, the pain was not bothered, not as he had done so many times, he dropped the knife, supporting head against the wall, his eyes emotionless. When all that sadness go away?

WHAT IS YOUR EARLIEST MEMORY?