Just Breathe
Rosette stood in the center of her newly remodeled home, shifting uncertainly from foot to foot as she peered around. The entire walk through the Goblet, she felt the feeling of being watched -- of being followed. It had caused her to quicken her steps, damn near running for the door as she heard footsteps behind her. She had bolted through it and slammed it shut, thrusting the bolt home and peering out through the side window. There had been no one there.
She was uneasy here, the sense of exposure crawling along her skin and unrest seeping through her veins. Everything was new, the beeswax floor polish scent and fresh paint still lingered in the air, the new fish tank cast a comforting light across the dark wood floors. she double checked the locks on the door and the windows, double checking that throwing dagger was in place, strapped to the edge of her boot. Breathe, she reminded herself before walking through the room and descending the stairs to her more informal living quarters. The shadows arenât that long, Valeria. If trouble knocks, you can reach out for help.Â
Book cases greeted her, shelves of alcohol were restocked (thank, Nymeia), and a small set of stairs led up to where her desk was. There was a small, intimate sitting area for her family and guests. Across from her, a sliding door would reveal her bedroom and bathroom. She looked at the door quietly before moving to the cupboard that sat just beneath the raised loft and stairs. She had to make sure it worked; it had to work for her sanityâs sake.
Her hand slid underneath the second shelf, her fingers finding the switch that she subsequently pressed and pulled on the edge of the cupboard. It swung open on silent, well-oiled hinges as she stepped into the one thing she had requested to be put in place via her retainers.
A panic room.
Inside was well stocked with non-perishables, an emergency bag full of items that she would need, blankets and pillows. Her âred threadâ insanity that had once decorated Mafreaâs table now was on the wall with all the push-pins in place. She shut the cupboard behind her, hearing the latch fall into place before she did a slow turn of the small, quiet room. She checked her supplies and checked them again before stepping out of the room and locking it behind her, then ascended the stairs to sit at her desk and begin going through her correspondence and trade requests. She eyed the packet from her brother, setting it aside for later before leafing through the higher priority items.Â
The feeling of âsafetyâ didnât settle over her. She jumped and tensed at every unfamiliar sound in the house -- twice, she got up and checked the locks on the doors and windows before returning to her desk. Her anxiety caused her blood pressure to rise and her head to pound, her heartbeat felt far too fast. She tried to concentrate on her work but found herself reading the same sentence over and over for nearly a bell before she gave up.
She fisted her fingers in her hair and bowed her head, reminding herself to breathe; this just wasnât her home anymore.
(OOC Note: @saphyra-tsuki remodeled my house because sheâs talented and has far more patience for it than I do. It looks fabulous and Iâm excited. :D)










