#sexualsin

my spiritual be-ing can be described like the movement of my white prayer dress swishing with ripple-like wave forms alongside the gravity and the wind...

i awake half-asleep as i’m aware with my voice 

why does this feel like a dream

wait - 

can it be? i am stuck, another day

the same day to give me another chance

to take hold of my karmic deeds

and confront it, face it

to break this suffering

here and now . . .

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Call it ‘karma.’ I feel this is my be-ing realising the essence of ‘self-infliction’ and frustration in a new light and revelation.

I am weak and I do not know why I keep repeating the same habit and action. I fight myself. 

I have arrived into another path - to learn about my ancestors’ way of being and understanding karmic relationships and self-cultivation.

My head use to ‘think’ it knows. Now, my be-ing rules...

Keep walking.

Have you ever heard of a fatal flaw? Or a fatal sin? There was a book that I once read it in, if I find the quote again, I'll for sure let you know who wrote it (I'm pretty sure it was from Weird). Anyways, the concept is that there is this one sin in our lives that is unique to us & as hard as we try, we ALWAYS battle with it. Can you think of one reoccuring sin in your life that you just struggle with constantly? Mine is sexual temptation. The thing that gets me with that is that the Bible says that even if you THINK about it, it's the same as committing it. Clearly, I need to go back to guarding my heart.

Today's challenge is to look into your life & figure out your fatal flaw & do all that you can to squander it. GOD IS BIGGER. Tell Satan that he no longer has that hold on you. Let it go. We have died to sin & those old ways of life are dead to us. I would truly appreciate some prayer for my temptations, it's incredibly hard to overcome but I know that I can do all things through Christ (Philippians 4:13)