#severussnapefictive

i hate being a character from a (rightfully) despised fandom. i hate being constantly depressed. i hate everyone who was an ass to me getting pretty little edits every thirty seconds while my creator is lounging away, taking sadistic joy in making lives of trans people miserable. and its gonna take a lot of acceptance to feel better, but the fact that so many people jump off at the very mention of my source, much less any memories i have, scares me away from doing just that. and oh it pisses me off so much. i already barely talk to people and now i have to rein in anything else i might want to say because my source ALONE (rightfully) triggers people.

ayo god wtf i thought i'd be asleep forever and wouldn't come back? Why in the year of 2024 did he have to wake me up and decide i need to start being in control of the body more? Could you literally not? Did you forget that last time I was in control host had lost so many friends? Oh? You're just gonna reveal that the hosts partners are Sirius Black and Remus Lupin kins instead? Okay, that's fine too i guess, not like god hasn't enjoyed making a mockery of my life before...