Okay so I definitely spent my lunch break at work in my feels over @jangofctts and @jango-fettishâs latest conquest to break our hearts with the Sunburst Boys. I wrote some grieving headcanons and a blurb... and definitely didnât cry while doing it...
Blanche.... withdrawn absolute reclusive depression. Ugly crying to the point where he wretches. He harbors so much anger, towards himself, towards Syrena... is prompted by higher authority to pull himself together. On the outside he kind of acts like it didnât happen, barks out orders, continues leading. Wonât talk about it. Blanche lands in the depression phase of grieving and never leaves
Kami..... guilt. So much guilt that he wasnât there. Maybe he could have done something. Doesnât want to think about it. Has more than couple one night stands, drinks a too much. Briefly considers trying raw spice, but luckily does not go down that path. Lands up getting too drunk and throws up in the alley behind 79âs and cries. Vows to live better and not let himself get this low anymore, Max would hate to see him like this
Void... also a lot of guilt. Maybe he could have saved him. If he wasnât good about taking care of himself before, heâs certainly not doing it now. It reaches a point where he realizes heâs gonna die or hurt someone with how bad his hands shake. He talks to the General Tavik they work under for guidance
Sweets.... Uncontrollable bouts of crying. Just in the middle of things. Shuts down, collapses in random places. Self stims by rocking. Struggles a lot because Max was one of the few on the squad that was good at comforting him, and giving him physical touch. Turns to Jaws instead.
Jaws... is starting to lose touch with reality over it. Begins having issues with disassociating. Also just cries unprompted. Cuddling with Sweets helps a bit.
Blue... Bargaining. If Blanche is depression in the 5 stages or grief. Blue is stuck in bargaining. âIf only I had done XYZâ âMaybe if I had done this he would still be aliveâ. If I am a good Sergeant... he wonât have died in vain.
Bruiser... unbridled rage. He is so fucking angry. Angry at Syrena. Angry at Max for not letting someone else die in his place. Angry at the Heretics. Angry at Blanche for not telling him that Syrena was there that day. Angry at himself for not being able to save Max. He broke his hand by punching through Duracreet
A couple months after Fuse joins the squad, about a year after losing Max.
âHey Kami... whatâs with Sweets today?â Fuse asks, watching Jaws walk out of cafeteria with Sweets under his arm
âLeave him the fuck alone,â Kami spits
âHey! I didnât do anything to him. We were talking about asking General Tavik if we could get shore leave and he just broke down and started bawling,â
âLook Fuse, today is not a good day for us. Today was the day,â
âOh.....â
âYeah. Not to be a fuckin asshole man. But just... leave everyone alone today,â
âYeah.... yeah okay. Mâsorry man, I guess Iâll be in the armory if you..... if you need anything,â
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Nebula posts selfies of himself hanging out and goofing off with his men.
Jax posts dumb selfies, memes, and pictures and videos of his men goofing off and doing everyday things. He also starts drama with any influencer who bashes clones.
Blazer posts pictures of sunsets and stuff like that, but he also posts pictures and videos of explosions, and roasts Jax.
Indy literally only posts pictures of âhis kidsâ (Fuseâs squad) because this man is a DAD.
Fuse honestly doesnât post much. He he just shares Indyâs posts and ghosts everyone who tries to talk to him on there.
Patch usually posts nice pictures of nature, inspirational quotes and advice (legitimately helpful stuff, not cheesy things), and probably posts some first-aid advice because there cannot be too much of that for his non-medic brothers.
Dek and Ollie have a shared account thatâs literally all memes, prank and joke videos, and just completely random stuff they do.
Error doesnât have social media because he doesnât see the point.
Void canât use digital devices for long at all due to his light sensitivity, so he doesnât have social media.Â
Chance probably just posts memes and maybe the odd video of a group of his brothers singing.
Spectrum posts pictures of things heâs painted. He has quite the following.
Flak doesnât post much, usually just shares Spectrumâs posts, shares some of the twinsâ stuff, and logs off for a week straight.
Blue posts videos and pictures of everyday stuff like naps in the barracks, lunch in the mess hall, target practice, armor painting, etc.
Twitch doesnât have social media because it makes him anxious.
Zipper posts the most crackhead-type things. Videos and pictures of his squad being spazzy, blurry selfies, not-so-blurry selfies while making a silly face, etc. And he never uses a caption.Â
Impulse posts a lot of similar things to Zipper, but usually with captions like âmy brosâ âfeeling silly todayâÂ
Glitch (heâs kind-of-but-not-really my boy, since heâs a canon clone I decided to basically adopt when canon wasnât kind to him). Glitch posts the most obscure, off-the-wall things that make almost no sense at all, but at the same time make a lot of sense (think those âmath is red,â âFriday is orangeâ things).Â
Even with heat on, the landing platform was cold. Cleaner inhaled frigid dry air and felt the chill all the way down into his lungs. Heat left his body in a puff of vapor on the exhale. He pulled the neckwrap up to his nose. Kark manners, he wanted to stay warm. Out of the corner of his eye he saw Kaliyo adjusting the controls on her armor. "Crank it too high and you'll drain the power cells," Cleaner said.
"Bite me," she complained, her voice modulated and alien through her helmet's vocabulator.
"Later," he replied.
Kaliyo straightened, a hand on one hip, "Keep it up and I'll turn off your lekku warmers," she teased.
"Don't you dare," Cleaner said. He bodged them together from tights made for human females and low-power thermal tape when he struck out on proper equipment at their last stop. The way the chill crept in he planned to requisition a parka and rip off its arms. Stupid human-only supplies.
Doctor Lokin strode down the gangway, "Rather brisk," he announced, interrupting their conversation and pushing between them, "I'm going to guess your transfer hasn't gotten her message yet."
"Guess not," Cleaner agreed. The platform was deserted. Whether from fear of Intelligence or not wanting to freeze he didn't know.
"I trust you have an alternate contact?" Lokin asked.
"Yeah," Cleaner said, "Base Commander. Colonel Vannis."
"Hope he's got more than contact frequencies," Kaliyo said, "the atmospheric static on this planet is unreal."
With her helmet monitors up, she would know. "Best find out, then," Cleaner said.
They made their way to the control center in the frozen bunker, âColonel Vannis?â Cleaner asked.
âColonel Vannis is not here at present. Iâm Commander Tritan,â said a sandy-haired officer, "Ah, you're here, Agent. About time Intelligence honored my request," he said, addressing Lokin.
"What request?" Cleaner asked over Lokin's amused chuckle.
Tritan's attention shifted to Cleaner. "For Intelligence support of our position here, of course," he said, returning to Lokin. Obviously his idea of 'Agent' did not include a masked Twi'lek wearing women's hose on his head. "Frankly, I hoped for more regular aid but I suppose your alien associates will help you blend in with the local pirates. They're a varied lot."
Lokin, still amused, cleared his throat, "I expect you want Agent Cleaner One. I'm Fixer Fifteen."
Cleaner wished he had a cigarette right now, just to annoy Commander Tritan. He settled for yanking down his scarf. "No one requests a cleaner agent, what are you on about?" he asked. Kark all, even indoors was cold. Dribbling meltwater from the walls refroze in the corners, sealing all kinds of floor crud in lumpy ice. His breath puffed in the air. He'd been in warmer freezers.
The Commander shifted his weight, "The operation here requires up-to-date information on Republic placement and troop movements. I've repeatedly asked for Intelligence to provide this information or operatives to collect it. When I heard an Intelligence Agent arrived I assumed it was in answer to my requests."
"No," Cleaner said. Great. Inter-bureaucratic crossfire was the last thing he needed.
"Well," Commander Tritan said, squaring his shoulders while the rates behind him pretended they weren't listening, "since you're here, I need reconnaissance done on the snowfield. Our repeater towers are suspiciously-"
Cleaner broke in, "I'm here to pick up a transfer. That's it. If she's not here I want a comm to the CEDF."
A smirk crossed the commander's face, "If I might finish. Our comm towers are suffering suspiciously precise damage, limiting range and power. At present, we are unable to reach our allies in the CEDF. However, if you were to investigate the sabotage and eliminate the source, I would be in a position to aid you."
Kaliyo leaned toward him, her vocabulator turned low, "Notice how damage turned into sabotage?" she whispered in Huttese.
Cleaner's only answer was a curl of his lekku. He addressed the commander, "Your repeater towers aren't my problem."
"Then I'm afraid I cannot accommodate your request at this time," Tritan said.
Cleaners' lekku went from curl to straight and rigid though he confined the accompanying irritated shiver to the lower third. "What are the coordinates for the base?" he asked.
The commander took half a step back, "I don't recommend-"
"Coordinates, a speeder, and an accurate map to the CEF," Cleaner demanded.
"Cold-modified speeders are at a premium," the commander insisted, "I can't spare more than one." He crossed his arms. This discussion was over.
Of all the karking-- "One speeder, Coordinates, map, and a parka rated for at least 200 degrees Kelvin," Cleaner demanded.
The smirk reappeared, "Our speeders seat no more than two."
Cleaner ground his teeth. "Speeder. Parka. Coordinates. Map. You two will have to stay here."
"Aw. I was looking forward to freezing," Kaliyo said.
"You can wait outside if you want," Cleaner grumbled.
Lokin chimed in. "Fixer 43 and I can use the time to concentrate on our project."
Great, more bonding over schematics for his favorite fixer and least-favorite doctor. He turned to Lokin, "I need some solid progress on that," he said.
"We have some very promising avenues at the moment," Lokin assured him.
Cleaner frowned. Sounded like Fixer-speak for not having a fucking clue. "Fantastic. Who do I see for my gear?" he asked, attention back on the commander.
The chalky officer looked like he just kissed a sourfruit, "Captain Yudrass," he replied.
One of the background officers disengaged from his instruments, "May I be of assistance?" he asked.
Chiss. His Basic oddly accented as though he hadn't quite thrown off his native pronunciation. Not unattractive if he didn't already have the galaxy's hottest fixer waiting back at the ship. Now that he noticed it, there were a lot of Chiss here. Side effect of the CEDF, maybe.
Commander Tritan's sour expression didn't change, "Yes. This Agent requires a speeder and other equipment. Take care of it," he ordered.
"Of course, sir," Captain Yudrass replied, "This way, please." He indicated a second, ice-filled passage.
Cleaner followed. The entire exchange smelled bad. Bureaucratic crossfire with a little chain-of-command rivalry on the side. Maybe a dash of anti-alien bias as well. Lovely. The one time he got a real briefing and ended up going for a stroll in an unmarked minefield anyway. "You having trouble with the motor pool?" he asked. Nice and innocuous, leave the guy an opening.
"Our resources at this base are limited," Captain Yudrass admitted, "But do not be concerned. I am certain I have the equipment you require.â He hesitated, âStandard Imperial equipment does not suit your species,â Yudrass said, almost an apology, âand Hothâs environment is unforgiving. With an hourâs time, I can provide gear with proper fit and better reliability than,â Yudrassâs gaze swept Cleanerâs dodgy headgear, âyour present items.â
Cleaner suspected a catch of some kind hidden in the offer, but even so it sounded better than repurposed parka arms, âYeah?â he asked.
âOh yes,â Yudrass assured him, âHoth reminds me of Csilla in many ways. One of the reasons Chiss are more integrated here than on other Imperial worlds is our expertise with this environment.â
Commander Tritan didnât seem to appreciate his expertise. Commander Tritan also impressed him as an ass. Yudrass seemed to share his opinion, if he was more circumspect about expressing it. âThatâd be nice,â he accepted. Probably meant he was on the hook for a good word in Yudrassâs record. Small price to pay for not losing lekku to frostbite.
A quick stop by the base quartermaster--also a Chiss and a cute one at that, with freckles--for measurements and other assorted, non-modified gear, and Captain Yudrass led the way to the speeder pool. The service desk was unmanned. âSergeant?â he called.
Cleaner heard a clatter in the repair bay beyond and a melodious curse in language he didnât understand, complicated and full of vowels. It was familiar, though Cleaner couldnât quite place where heâd heard it before. Captain Yudrass answered in kind, his words long and ornate, like graceful architecture that served its function while being pleasing to the eye. An answer from the bay beyond. It might have been a rebuke, written in calligraphy and delivered on antique flimsiplast. The voice uttering it was almost familiar, too.
âSergeant Thent,â Yudrass said as another Chiss emerged from the back room, âI need to requisition one of the modified speeders--â
âBlue?â Cleaner blurted out in Huttese. His annoying minder from Nar Shaddaa was much the worse for wear, having lost one red eye somewhere along the line. Probably to The Flameâs crazies. Cybernetics replaced it, their active red glow not quite matching the remaining biological one.
âHello, Pinky,â Blue replied in kind, Huttese a scrap metal shed compared to the elegant structure of the Chissâs native speech, âWelcome to Hoth.â