DVD commentary fic thing: You're Weird, Wheeler, from "It doesnāt happen though." to "I guessed. An educated guess. But a guess all the same.ā Because yaaaaaay, slowburn! (Insert that gif of Elmo with fire behind him here)
(For the DVD commentary ask meme - still taking requests btw)
This passage is taken from Youāre Weird Wheeler - and so obviously, spoilers for that story if you havenāt read it.
It doesnāt happen though. Will returns to him at the bar. Mike still feels queerly deflated though. They have a few more drinks and then they head home.
āI wouldnāt have gone with him you knowā¦āĀ
Will slurs only slightly. Itās later that night and Mike is sitting on his assigned bed applying moisturiser to his feet. His heels have a tendency to get really, really dry overnight.
Fun fact: I spent so much time trying to decide what Mike should be doing in this scene. I knew I wanted him to be sitting on the bed and I just felt like he should be DOING something. I have no idea whether this is a thing guys do. But I landed on applying moisturiser to feet cause thats something *I* do before going to bed. Ha ha.Ā
Mike looks up and gives him a questioning glance.
āBenjiā Will clarifies,Ā āI wouldnāt have gone home with him. Not while youāre here. I just want to be withĀ youĀ when youāre here.āĀ
This is Will throwing out some bait, trying to see if Mike will take it. How he will react. That emphasis he puts on being with Mike over anyone else is his way of saying āim here, im yours, are you too thickheaded to realise that??ā
āOh. Right. Thatās good.ā Mike smiles up at where his friend appears to be swaying to imaginary music, his fingers clutched around a glass of water.
Suddenly Will is bouncing down on the bed next to him.
āYa know. Youāre cute when youāre jealous.ā
I decided to make Will confident in this story. Borderline cocky. By this point he has a very strong idea that Mike might be into guys. Might be into *him*. And so like this moment. This is him just taking that last lunge for the both of them. Sick of the dancing around it. Theyāve been doing that for the last few days. And if at the beginning of Mikeās visit he wasnāt quite sure, now heās almost positive.
āI wasnāt jealousā Mike replies immediately.Ā
Water slops over the edge of the glass as Will holds both his hands up in surrender.
āOk I retract.Ā SulkyĀ then. Youāre cute when youāre sulky.ā
Mike is blushing. He canāt help it. He should really be drinking water too. Blood and alcohol are pulsing through his veins, rendering his brain-to-mouth function slightly useless. Before he can think better of it heās responding āYou think Iām cute?ā
Will seems to pause and look at him then. His lips curling into a impish smile as his head bobs up and down slowly in a nod.
Was it hot in here? It was as if Mike could feel the sweat pooling into the collar of his nightshirt as he plucks at it nervously.
āTruth be toldā¦ā Mikeās head whips back up as Will continues to muse. Irritatingly casual. He is looking at his glass of water as though its a snow globe. As though the precipitation beading on the outside of it is a thing of beauty.Ā ā⦠I think youāre fucking sexy.ā
His eyes slowly slide from the small droplets of water back to Mikeās shocked face. And there must have been something that he is seeking. Something he finds in Mikeās eyes - because he smiles. And Mike canāt help but groan.
I love this part. Itās just such a departure from the shy, slightly awkward Will that was in the beginning of this story. *This* Will is fully confident in his sexuality. In his sexual allure. And he knows his best friend. He knew he just had to search Mikeās face after saying something as *forward* as that to get his answer. And he got it. Which is why he smiles. I just really love it.Ā
āDonāt say things like thatā¦ā Mike croaks, his throat dry and his blood buzzing.
The smile grows into a chesire grin.Ā āWhy not?ā
āBecauseā Mike only takes an eighth of a moment to bother with hesitation,Ā ābecause then I have to do this.ā
āAn eighth of a second to bother with hesitationā - i like that because i feel like it bucks that trope of searching each others faces slowly leaning in before having a first kiss. Will has been brave and laid out his cards. And now Mike is going to do the same without hesitation.
And they are kissing. The water glass drops to the floor with a thud as hot lips crash against hot lips. As gasps are sucked from one mouth into another. Hands gripping hair. More hands bunching up sleepshirts.Ā
Mike pushes Will down against the bed and feels a little put out when Will giggles with the action. Like he knew this was going to happen. He kisses him fiercely in retaliation, his body climbing over Willās slighter form. All the better to feelĀ everythingĀ as he lowers his body down to lie deliciously against every inch of his friendās.
I liked making Mike a bit miffed with Willās apparent self-satisfaction. It just seemed like a real boys-y, best friend, rivalry sort of reaction. Which is important for me to keep as a foundation of Will and Mikeās relationship at all times.
This pulls a moan from Will who interrupts the kiss to throw his head to the side and pant, his hands rubbing over Mikeās lower back. He looks up at Mike angelically as he proceeds to grab two handfuls of Mikeās ass and grind his hips up into Mikeās undeniable erection.
I get the feeling that Will is trying to show off in some regard here. To show Mike that he isnāt some delicate flower. That heās a sexual being and he WILL NOT be shy about it.Ā
Mikeās breath hitches and his arms tremble where they are standing as unsteady columns either side of Willās head.
āYouĀ fuckā he pants. āHow did youĀ know?ā
This gives Will pause. He lets go of Mikeās ass and smoothes his hands back up to the middle of his back.
āI, I didnāt knowā his eyes blink widely, and he sounds almost completely sober. āIā well⦠IĀ hoped. Iāve kind of hoped for years⦠but I didnāt, wellā I didnāt know for sure. I guessed. An educated guess. But a guess all the same.ā
And all of a sudden the cockiness just slides away from Will. Its no longer important for him to be smug or āvictoriousā. He doesnāt want Mike thinking this is just some meaningless game to him. He wants Mike to understand the context. That this was truly a gamble for him. That heās not arrogant enough to think Mike was just going to fall to his knees. This moment is the culmination of a lot of time spent agonising and wondering if he was just imaginging things. Or being too hopeful for something that heād desired since childhood. He was *not* sure. He hoped. And he put trust in his friend and his instincts and just hoped he wouldnāt fall.Ā
And thats that. Thanks Gwen. That was fun! :)