The video of Colt and Punk made me sick. I don't have context, I acknowledge that, but I will never look at either of them the same. I have something new and awful to associate with them and I will not like them as much as I did before. I will forever feel a bit icky.

I may continue to post Punk content. I don't hate him. I don't know him. Not my place to judge him. Again I just don't have the context or information that I personally feel is necessary for that. I am icked out by a lot of wrestlers, such as Guevara and Jericho, and their faces show up on my blog occasionally because they are characters on my favorite tv show and this isn't far away from that.

I don't follow any Guevara or Jericho blogs, though. I do follow Punk blogs. Whether or not I'll continue to be able to be his fan to any degree is something I'll have to figure out. In the mean time, I'm not going to judge anyone else for liking a tv character. I don't want to see anyone defend his actions in that video though.

And if you condemn other wrestlers for their actions outside of their character but you let behavior like Punk's in that video slide, I think that's something you should be thinking about.

i just find it a little strange that people are only starting to see pk as..well, what's she's like when she's always been like this from the very start?

but people kinda just...defend her and say she's standing up for herself and im like..okkk sure it's not my issue anyway and im not gonna say anything but i just never felt a good vibe with her

ever

im just surprised it took such a big hoohah for people to start..recognizing it

it's kinda like how i hear miyano mamoru's voice and i think really favourably about him until i see the way he behaves, treats others and carries himself and im like...oh. well crap that's ruined for me now.

the same goes for the art

i always looked up...until i saw how she behaves and treats others and carries herself and it was ruined for me too

there's a reason why i like her art but i never ever reblog or like or talk about it

sometimes i wonder if it's better to be blind 

when the majority don't see it and you do, you start questioning yourself

and people whom i trust and respect don't see it either

so i just keep quiet because hey, why go around looking for trouble right? I'll just keep my thoughts to myself

well, apparently gut instinct won out again

she's right

i really should trust my vibes more

and i do

i just don't know what to think or say about them so i don't

i've got 2 other people under my radar and it makes me uncomfortable

WHY I DO I FEEL IT AND NO ONE ELSE DOES