#tw anger

There's a world of difference between accidentally messing up due to autism and just openly, proudly saluting Nazis. He knew exactly what he was doing. The fact that some people are attributing it to his autism proves that they think autistic people are somehow just naturally bigoted, which is a disgusting way to view autistic people.

and honestly i think that really shows through his writing of simon. something that really stuck out to me in the iron lung scenes where simon got angry is how both justified but immediately guilty those scenes feel. it’s a very visceral mood to the scenes, the one that especially comes to mind is where he smashes the speaker.

i think these scenes really touch me cause i struggle with lashing out a lot due to trauma, and it scares me. those scenes with simon feel the same and i think they really capture it. like the timeline of immediate gratification from the release of emotions so quickly followed by this overwhelming guilt. the absolute silence afterwards that feels like a punishment. it’s really just beautifully done, and seeing that interview w mark feels like being seen.

Some fans sympathise with Tisha for the wrong reasons. "Every Toon treats her like a SLAVE, and she should be meaner to other Toons and choke Sprout! (Aka one of their biggest scapegoat or woobie Toons is Sprout, or maybe both)" I....don't only one or two Toons ask her to clean. Also some fans say "And the other Toons cannot obey Tisha's simple request of keeping their rooms clean." OH MY GOD, isn't it implied Tisha sometimes cleans some Toon's rooms without their consent cus she thinks it is helping or she simply says she'll clean it one off before the Toon gets a chance to respond at least, TALK ABOUT THAT XD. Also the Toons have some mental reasons for why they can't. I swear some fans forget Tisha chooses to clean and overwork herself when she does not have to, and that is a personal flaw of her's. Also fans forget Tisha's canon flaw is not communication issues as in she cannot talk to someone she had conflict with like a good girl maid stereotype, it's that she thinks she doesn't deserve to be spoken to post conflict until someone has forgiven her since she was raised as a maid, aka, the reality of being raised as a maid and nothing else and not the anime or fanfic toxic straightslash or toxic femslash version.

Also some fans mischar the Brusha Tisha conflict as either: Tisha has communication issues when conflict because she is petty or personally traumatised Brusha doesn't appreciate her cleanng (altho canon never implies, and if Tisha thought that, she'd just do what she did in canon, which is wait for Brusha to apologise or say she appreciates or needs her for cleaning or wait to apologise herself lol-) or hates Brusha cus Brusha is messy when....guys, pfftt, fans have not seen the dialogue where it is confirmed Tisha hates messes, but not Toons who make them, and that some of the messiest Toons are her friends or acquantinces, Shelly literally hunts for fossils, and these two are close besties. Or they dumb it down to Brusha being a horrible toxic person or bitch. I....no, it's cus Tisha thinks she did something wrong herself, so thinks Brusha talking to her isn't something she has earned until she idk, cleaned something for Brusha, or one of them has apologised, or Brusha says she appreciates her cleaning or needs her, idk. While Brusha is canonically heavily insecure and self neglectful and emotionally starves herself and rejects care cus she feels she has to overwork and be the best artist, probably what started their conflict cus it pushes on their personal trauma, so takes this all personally, but still wants to be Tisha's friend. I like this conflict UwU. AND THE FANDOM VILLANISED ONE OR BOTH. OH LAWD.

That and Brusha believes she and everything is not real that broke her and everyone mentally, and made it hard for her to talk to others'.

Some piece of shit confessed to her today. She said no of course because she’s with me but the thought of it fucking HURTS. I know it’s wrong to be jealous about that, they’ve known eachother longer, they’re best friends. That’s what makes it sting even more.

I’m not gonna be the shitty boyfriend who says she can’t hang out with her friends anymore because she deserves better, but it makes me uncomfy that she’s still hanging around that person specifically. I know she wouldn’t do that to me. It’s irrational.

But it makes something buried very deep inside of me jealous. And very angry. Violent. And I tell that part of me to be quiet, not to fuck this up, but he’s so loud. And so mad.

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Faith has killed people.

Only use if you have to.

Need training to use properly

Don't wave it in everyone's face

You're not clint eastwood 🙄