#senioritus

What it’s just… a memory.

While Kou-kun calms down in a little bit. Please forgive me. My first semester of my final year has been crazy. I promise to post more once the holidays have begun. <33333 Love you all!

Honestly I hate my School -my senior class hates each other and were not even subtle about it we just hate each other -we keep getting screamed at by our government teacher and I mean screamed like over little things. -I got yelled at by my guidance counselor bc I said I want to relax over the summer and not get a job in agriculture or something until fall and she said "yeah that's great get a job in the fall when all the flowers are dead and no one wants flowers" Like bitch I would be fine being a florist at giant eagle they get shipments every week I just want the world to be pretty and happy - same counselor told me that if I relax over break my depression and anxiety will get worse and I'll go back to when i was unable to leave the house (1. That was 4 years ago that I was unable to leave my house bc of PTSD 2. I am able to manage my illness in a way that even though I have rough days I am still able to function and lastly 3. My PTSD was caused by school so I'm pretty sure it'll get better after graduation) -everyone's getting pissed at us bc our skip day was a. Well executed and b. On 4/20(only day we could all meet up) -and no one wants to do senior project but it's too late for them to back out and the teacher in charge always screams at them in the hall which makes me jumpy So yeah I can't wait to get the fuck out of this hell hole it may be better than my old school but everything went downhill fast starting April 1st.

Finals week is almost upon us 😁 #style #senioritus #azblogger (at Lux Central)