#sabrinacarpenter

You and Sabrina dated for almost a year, in private it was incredible she treated you like a princess nonetheless she kept you all the relationship in private mostly because of her reputation her media managers didn't wanted her to came out as fruity, they said that would kept her away from de sex icon she was right now. Sabrina didn't like that at all but she couldn't ruin her career now it was in like the best moment.

You were the first woman Sabrina ever liked, the one she started exploring her sexual interest and probably the only one she would ever take seriously if she got the chance.

At first you were okey with her decision of keeping the relationship on private because you were an anonymous person, you worked in a normal schedule and then went home, not such an special life but it was calm and it was the thing you most liked it about it. But them the problems arrived when Sabrina's life had to mix with yours.

Her media manager didn't wanted her to came out, and even they made her flirt publicly with another mens just for keeping the gaze on her. You didn't like it, you felt it was almost cheating even thought it was all fake.

At the end you actually couldn't deal with this anymore, it was breaking your heart completely. You constantly felt like shit at the feeling of the woman you loved to be hiding you all of the time. You both broke up.

Both of you keep moving, she was touring, living her popstar life like she always dreamed but at the end of the day she always felt like something missed on her life, and it was you. She meet other mans but she knew after you nothing would top it.

After literally almost 7 months Sabrina was partying and drunk with some friends, just broken up from her last relationship which she actually made public this time.

That lowkey hurt you even though time passed and you acted like nothing happened, like you never were in love with her, like she didn't healed you from past loves, like she didn't make you believe in love again.

Sabrina ran away from her friends just playing but suddenly the alcohol in her blood made effect she bumped into a person.

"Sorry, I wasn't looking where I was going" She looked up to find out with a person that looked exactly like you, she gulped nervously. "y/n…?"

"excuse me?" The woman said before leaving Sabrina in the floor again to keep up with her way.

Suddenly Sabrina's friends arrived to help out the blondie. "Girl what the fuck you doing" they said all laughing but stopped after finding Sabrina's drained face.

"nothing" The blonde said standing up "I need another shot like right now"

The night keep going out but Sabrina couldn't forget about you, she took her phone searching for someone fun for tonight but searching in her dm's found your account and all the messages she sent you after the break up which you ignored completely.

She saw you posted something, and she noticed she wasn't blocked anymore which made her have more hope. She didn't even think about twice she opened your story and she lowkey was mesmerised.

Maybe it was the alcohol in her veins that made her be more confident, she replied your story "so beautiful, as always"

She waited for your answer: 1 minute, 5, 10, then 15 minutes she was starting to doubt and start losing hope but after a few minutes you answered.

"a little too late, huh? deal with it blondie" She got impressed at your answer, didn't knew what to say so she just left the message at seen. But butterflies popped up in her stomach at the nickname "blondie…" she repeated to herself, smiled and then turned off the phone

Now it was about 6th of June so all the lgtb stuff started to be all over the place, her social manager told her to go to an interview to talk and spread consciousness, mostly because all of her fandom were girls and gays.

In the interview it was all going good: talking about the newest album, the relationship with her fans and how it evolved in her career, till one of the interviewees started talking about one sapphic love she had which made Sabrina think about you, she nodded and laughed listening ti the history, her look went to her team doubting if she should talk. But she finally didn't care, it was her opportunity to get you back or at least she thought that.

"You know I dated a girl once too?" Sabrina said gaining everyone attention, almost everyone in the room gasped and she could even feel all her team to curse at her under their breath.

"is this a scoop?!" One of the interviewees said reacting for almost everyone which made Sabrina laugh and nod.

Well yes, the had me forbidden do this. She thought to herself, now she was starting to get mad because her relationship broke not for her fault.

"Yeah gosh, and i love her so much" She said searching for the camera that was filming, she thought it could be like talking to you or send you a little message. "And she doesn't even answer my calls and messages" The blonde ended a bit frustrated and faking panicked the make it a bit joke and a little funny situation.

Everyone listened Sabrina's words almost not believing what they were hearing through their ears.

"But explain more !! tell the storytime" The other intervieew said excited.

"I mean i was dating her and the we broke up, then i started another relationship and after i broke up with that person one day partying i saw one of her instagram stories and i said: damn she's so beautiful" The blonde said and laughed after the last declaration a little shy after what she said publicly. "Obviously I liked- loved her" she corrected to herself.

"I messaged her but she answered like not wanting to know nothing from me anymore"

"If the Sabrina Carpenter got ghosted i don't wanna imagine what is going to happen to me" One of the interviewees commented clearly shocked and disappointed. Which made Sabrina grimace sadly.

"I was so drunk when i texted her so then the next morning i was so goddamn embarrassed" Sabrina said trying to make the situation less serious than it actually was for her.

Everyone in the room laughed because of the words of the singer, she had a really naturally funny personality no one could decline.

For the following days social media was crazy about Sabrina's declaration even though there wasn't any message from you in her phone which started to made her a little embarrassed of all she said just for nothing: she had a bunch of songs for you, love letters in the vault but it seems like nothing will see the daylight.

"you are such a liar you know true?" Your message brighten up the blonde's phone.