#semihiatus

¡Hola, hola!

Como habrán notado últimamente he estado muy ausente; han sucedido varias cosas a nivel personal que me han alejado tanto del rol como de mi labor en este rinconcito gráfico. Para dar un poco de contexto, estoy atravesando por un embarazo un tanto complicado y básicamente, dejo un poco de lado la pc y me dedico más a la vida off.

Sin embargo, no significa que vaya a dejar de realizar pedidos, pero sí a tomarme un poco más de tiempo para entregarlos.

Dicho esto, espero regresar al cien por cien en algunos meses, les dejo por acá las normas y condiciones para los pedidos, ya que este post quedará fijado hasta que el semi-hiatus concluya.

But before I do that I wanna leave thank yous for everyone still following me even when I do not post that much, for everyone who makes my dash pretty and shiny and full of cookies, for everyone who leaves lovely comments, reblogs and drops little cute messages into my inbox, for everyone who makes fandom fun and brings love and eye candy to my tumblr world, for everyone who spends time and energy on creating beauty or collecting it on their blogs. Simply thank you for being here and being lovely!

I wish everyone who celebrates a peaceful and relaxed Christmas and to the rest simply a peaceful and relaxed end of the year and a save and cheerful jump into the new decade. May it bring you great adventures and many reasons to smile.

Okay, so this is kind of hard for me to discuss. I came to a realization that I am horrifically addicted to Tumblr to the point where it’s affecting my personal life and my mental health. I feel an unnecessary and unwanted pressure—not from any of you, just to be clear—to post/write/reblog/what have you. To just be here, and when I realized I hadn’t posted anything in a while, I immediately jumped on to do so.

I hate this development. When I came back to tumblr a couple years ago it was not so it could take over my life. I was thinking this morning all I’d do with my dog tonight when I got home and scarily had the thought, “oh my god, what about my tumblr?” I’m 27 years old. I should not feel this compelled by social media to post all the goddamn time and feel overwhelmed when I don’t have time to post.

Therefore, I at the very least won’t be posting my works to Tumblr, and I’ll be taking a semi-hiatus to break away from my apparent addiction. It’s just an unneeded pressure I don’t need. I have a lot of plans this summer that I’d rather not have thwarted by this hellsite.

All of my works will be moved to my AO3, and I’ll update them over there as I have time to. For some reason Tumblr makes me feel an extra pressure to spit out updates. I think it’s because I see all these amazing writers churning out works like no one’s business and I can’t keep up. It’s my own issue and this is the way I’m going to deal with it.

I’m over at AO3 under the same username, so you can catch me over there. I’ll be here on Tumblr very little while I try to distance myself but I’ll still be available to talk to.

So I know the holidays isn’t a great time for this, but I want to let you know that I (Mod Lucina) am going on semi-hiatus. I’ll definitely come back to the blog, because I never forgot about it, I think I just need a break.

I’ve had an overwhelming year at Uni and now I finally how some downtime I just want to... relax. Without worrying about queues and thinking I’m failing everyone if I don’t post. I think it’s fair for everyone if I make this an official semi-hiatus. Hopefully the other mods wouldn’t mind contributing here and there? Know that I love you all and I’m not far away!

hey! so you may have noticed I kinda vanished for a bit. It’s because a lot of stuff suddenly happened at once and I’ve been struggling to keep up on it. I’ll start with the least traumatic and go from there. The most traumatic will be forwarded by a list of TW.

My car broke down. Badly. It needs at the moment 1.5k to fix and they want it for another week to make sure that they found everything otherwise my car will break worse and cost me nearly twice that at minimum. I know they are not lying to me because my dad and I have been going to them for about 20 years. My dad used to work on cars before he wracked his back and so he used to look at the cars before he gave them to any mechanic to test if they were good or not. They never lied before and never overcharged us for anything. Always asked permission for everything they found to fix and even offered a few discounts when possible since we had been with them so long. With discounts it’s 1.5k.

Work is giving me a ton of extra hours because a) everyone is leaving and b) bc I am one of the oldest staff they want me to stay so they are giving me extra hours so I can cover my car and not have to look for another job. Because of that I’ve been working my tailbone off and often get called in on my days off. Sometimes just so the manager can go home early.

Tw; cancer, tw; blood, tw; death, tw; gunshots, tw; violence,

my Oma is not doing so hot. She has bad lungs and most likely a type of cancer given that she coughed up blood a few times. She’s on some meds to help but they aren’t really doing much. My family doesn’t know how long she has but we suspect it isn’t much longer now. Most of my ‘free’ time has been spent talking to her or with family trying to figure out if there is anything we can do to help her.

BUENO, paso a avisar que voy a estar en semi-hiatus, me pasare cuando pueda pero ya se me acercan los parciales y no creo que ande mucho, y este podria pero voy al Super Show (YESS) y el sábado con el viaje a mi ciudad y todo no creo que haga mucho y ya después quiero estudiar. Les debo cositas a todos, así que espérenme <3