I’d like to request a self ship pretty please.
I am a INFP to a t admittedly. I’m an introverted, emotional, anxious, conflict hating artist who really likes trying to understand the human mind. My hobbies are anything where I can create, mainly writing and drawing/painting. I like researching psychology casually because it makes character writing more fun for me, I also want to understand what the people I care about are going through because I want to help them. I feel useless if I can’t help in some way. I’m admittedly insecure with many things, from intelligence to weight. I tend to get really attached to things like characters or worlds, lore dumbing is my favorite activity personally. I hate arguments but do actually like debating, I am the person who has a snarky come back for everything, I just don’t always say it. I’m very stubborn and won’t give up on proving my point.
I like to tease and jokingly flirt with people I’m close to but if you actually flirt back I will get flustered and explode. Physically affectionate is my main love language, I’m a clingy person who wants to be held and hold others all the time. I like helping other people but don’t like being help myself, I always try ti fix things on my own. I like giving handmade gifts to people, mainly drawings of them or their interests, sometimes I’ll sew a plush or sculpted something. I want everyone I know to feel like I care about them and their interests so I try to keep all my gifts personal.
I tend to struggle with believing in the possibility of a better outcome, a bit of a pessimistic outlook on myself. However I have an optimistic outlook for people I’m close with, I think their lives will turn out wonderful because they’re just that great. I also struggle with social settings, to many people make me anxious, I overthink every word out if my mouth, I feel like every hates me. You know, the classics. I also get quite emotional about small things, you could raise your voice one level I would assume you want me dead. I don’t like self advocacy, I speak for everyone but myself you see. I was raised in a very traditional household and woman were just meant to deal with emotional issues quietly in their eyes so that’s what I learned to do. Academics are also a very important part of my self esteem at any given moment, one B and I’m silently crying in the bathroom. There is also the fact I look unassuming, I look like the main character of a high school movie before the makeover and so sometime I even try ti act like one, specifically the soft spoken kind one. I am bth these things but I focus on these qualities so much sometimes that I lose the rest if myself. The only time I can fully let this go is when I trust someone as much as I can. I am very defensive and closed offed until I trust you and then I revert to my true chaotic self.
I like funny, expressive, and thoughtful people. I also like more reserved and quiet people. They both bring me great comfort, I like the back and forth with funny and sarcastic people as well as the quiet solace in a quiet persons company. Of course I also love sweet and caring people as well, they help me feel safe.
(I would like to request shadow milk cookie and the three S’s of sonic. More specifically shadow and shadow milk cookie if you don’t want to do all 4, which is fine. Besides that you can do anyone else if you think you’ll have fun writing it. Ty!)
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High school the musical: this time it’s personal
Team SSS x YOU and Shadow milk cookie x YOU
// AA: ok sooo… you never actually specified what exactly you wanted?? I wasn’t entirely sure what to do, but I hope this suffices, Friend! \\
Sonic loves to playfully flirt with you!
Sonic, as we all know, is a teasing bastard, especially when he’s sure that he can get a reaction out of you! He loves to flirt with you and then sit back and watch you go red in the face- he thinks it’s just about the sweetest thing he’s ever seen!!
Shadow enjoys debating with you.
In my mind, Shadow typically tries to avoid arguing, but he actually loves debating things! There’s just something about learning the perspectives of his opponents that he enjoys a lot, and when he sits down to debate things with you, he finds himself genuinely intrigued by what YOU think about certain topics!
Silver is understands your anxieties, and he’ll always be in your corner to support you through it
Silver, having come from a desolate future without any other people, is no stranger to social awkwardness. Ironically enough, despite literally traversing through the fabric of time and space on the regular to save people, he often finds himself in need of saving from his own social ineptitude. However, despite his lack of experience with social cues, Silver is good at reading faces and body language- so if he ever notices that you’re feeling anxious, he’ll step right in to take your mind off of the issue!!
Shadow Milk Cookie adores your art, regardless of its form!
Considering that this is the same guy who creates puppets to perform in plays that he writes, I think it’s safe to say that Shadow Milk Cookie would be in awe by your artistic talent! Paintings, sketches, plushies, or scripts, it doesn’t matter what it is, because SM will love it in its entirety because you gave it to him!
