#selfproblems

There are a lot of things that I want to post right now, but I’m too lazy to type it all. 

I don't know how to handle things good .

Why is the end of the day the time that I like myself the least?

Maybe it's just me. Maybe now this is just my natural way of protecting myself. They say your past teaches you a lesson for either the present or the future. Maybe this is just my way of taking those life lessons and put them to use. Maybe I'm this way because I'm afraid.. no.. afraid isn't the right word... I'm just tired of being left behind. I'm tired of people leaving and walking right out of my life. Especially if that person is/was important to me, I guess I wasn't important enough for them to stick around. Maybe I'm the one that has changed. Maybe I've become more bitter to those who has been close to me because I've just never been treated properly before. It might just be me. Maybe it's not me, but I'll always turn it around and take the blame. Maybe I am the reason why I feel like people are becoming so distant to me. What if... just what if.. it's simply my fault. Why is it that I never prep myself for the good things to happen? Maybe that's why I carry such terrible luck.. I'm always prepping myself for the worse. Because the worse always happens to someone like me.

I get too attached to people to fast. I would seriously destroy myself!

Who can help you if you don’t help yourself?