Aug 29, 2017
becoming one with who I'm becoming. I like her.
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becoming one with who I'm becoming. I like her.
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Self Pep Talk
I had to take a time out and acknowledge myself. I am my own parent now. I don’t have to bottle up my stress. I don’t have to push myself past my personal limit no matter how arrogant society is about how they can do it faster than me. I was smart for listening to my gut 5 years ago when I started to get rid of clutter. I have downsized so much that this sudden move is a much lighter load and I am still throwing things away and letting go this time around too. I am proud of myself for not having much at all. Maybe this is best for me, to pay weekly versus monthly. I just have to bite off smaller chunks than the next person. I require frequent breaks more-so than the next person. So be it. I can only accept myself as I am. Moderation is best for me. This is just at temporary repositioning. Along the way I will be working for myself, paying off this debt and applying for a second chance home. I might as well start that process now because I am sure that might take some time to find the right mutual fit. Maybe all the bad things that my anxiety is trying to create in my mind won’t happen. But, I’m prepared just in case they do.
I learned a lot during the 4 months I lived in this home. I grew more than I realized in this short season. I am remembering that it doesn’t take much to make me happy. This is simplicity manifesting. My happiness comes from within. I refuse to accept defeat. So I have an eviction. Do I really want to spend the next 7 years hating myself for that or do I want to make my life over during that time? Do I want to live as much as I can possibly live. Do I want to enjoy every fucking moment even more so? YES. YES. YES. YES!!
I broke up with religion/God/The Bible/Christianity. That’s a huge loss this year. I conquered a fear and it is bringing in money that is carrying me through this transition. If I had not trusted myself and let this F.E.A.R continue to abuse me, I would really be screwed right now. No doubt about it. It’s time to acknowledge me, myself and my power.
I give myself permission to cry when it hurts.
I give myself permission to rise when I’m strong.
I give myself permission to honor what is natural to me.
I honor myself.
I have all the power and control and imagination to make my life exactly as I want it to be. I realize that now that I allowed myself to live life at my pace and not the rest of society.
" you will NOT go back to bed. You've got work to do. Pick yourself up, get in the kitchen and stuck it up." #workingfromhome #selfbelief #selfpeptalk #workingmomlife https://www.instagram.com/p/B9_wxTcHNNP/?igshid=144b15xzb7t2i
Jan 6, 2020
self pep talk: right now you might be in a situation that you think you won’t survive but six months ago you were in a situation that you didn’t think you’d survive and two years before that you were in a situation you didn’t think you’d survive and the point is you will always surprise yourself and you will always make it through
15.03. sam krenula sa blagim trbusnjacima, naišla sam na Onme YT kanal (Yuri, Yuri) I devojka me je lepo inspirisala, što je, iskreno vrlo teško učiniti za mene (☀ u ♐, AC u ♒, Rx ♂ sa ☿ u ♑ nije kombinacija koja popusta pod pritiskom, upravo suprotno - inat je moje srednje ime, za bolje ili gore 🙁). U početku je bilo mega teško jedva sam radila 10 leg raises, da ne pominjem crunches... Mesec kasnije (možda!) sam naišla na Chrisov YT kanal (Thenx) i isprva sam bila šokirana meniem I brzinom vežbi. 3 meseca kasnije, imam čitavu kompilaciju Chrisovih vežbi kroz koje prolazim svaki dan. Usput, neprimetno sam počela da držim korak sa njim i, čak, da se takmicim ☺ (divni Chris je ♐ sa 🌕 u ♋, moj covek na kubni 🥰). Dakle, 5 meseci i 6kg kasnije (trenutno imam 64kg) sa svega 2 dana pauze (oba dana sam rasturila vožnju 🚲 umesto HIIT-a) osećam se preumorno (megalomanska upala mišića) ali i prezadovoljno. Daleko sam od ideala kome stremim, izbegavam da radim noge više od 1x nedeljno (picka 😅) ali se osećam kao ja mnogo autentičnije nego što jesam pre 5 meseci u prethodne 3 godine. Danas se osećam posebno smoerno, 🌙 je ušao u ♓ (tu obitava zajedno sa Rx ♆) a iz nekog razloga mi ne prijaju Lunarne Vode, imala sam los san ispunjen prošlošću i anxioznostima male Itane, ceo dan se borim da ostanem budna i gornji deo tela me ubija od prekljucerasnjeg treninga ruku 😖 palo mi je na pamet da uradim (bar jednom) za sebe ono što sam uvek spremna da uradim za druge: da pokušam da si podignem raspoloženje i osokolim duh koji je trenutno potonuo u mutne vode. Nadam se da će upaliti 🙃 #selfpeptalk #drama♌🌕 #transit🌙in♓ #hiit #calisthenics https://www.instagram.com/p/B0JgWm5oKgq/?igshid=mq3ejwu4sj7f
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Things need endings. Things without endings are pointless and sometes dangerous. They may be hard to write, but endings are necessary. #selfpeptalk #selfmotivation #amwriting #writinginspiration #writersofinstagram #authorsofinstagram #authorlife #WIP #CalderaSeries #writinfmemes. https://www.instagram.com/p/Bu7xIGSHssT/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1m6xyvalqlnkt
I absolutely love this phrase. There are many people out there that are more talented than I am, however I will always continue to try and I will always continue to work my hardest to achieve the goals I have set for myself. No matter where you are in your life, no matter what goals you have set for yourself ... keep telling yourself this. Tell yourself on good days, on bad days and on every day in between. In life we are always going to come across people who possess more talent than we do at something - there needs to be however, no reason why someone should possess more work ethic, more empathy, more self courage and self belief than we do whilst still maintaining true to who we are. Add this to your self pep talk and learn to accept that everyone has a talent, sometimes they have more talent than we do but they do not have more heart. Spend each day with gratitude and thankfulness and open your heart up to hard work and self discipline and above all follow, chase and ultimately capture your dream and your goal....it is no one else’s to capture - it is yours! . . . #h3thinking #ariix #selfpeptalk #selfmotivation #talktoyourself #positivity #positive #ptsdsurvivor #ptsdwarrior #chasethedream #capturethegoal https://www.instagram.com/p/BpKeakVhZg-/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=8gt84hh2dx5b
Note to self:
Whenever you are feeling small for reasons you know aren’t valid, remember that you love Taeyeon, that Taeyeon is awesome in her unassuming way and strengthens you in ways you never imagined, and that this makes you feel loved by the universe.
Some things are really gifts from God.