bound... #Repost @bizzywrites ・・・ There was a beautiful couple straight ahead, dressed in all black. Her smile brightened her coffee dipped stature, while he held her hand and they both watched me. Naturally, I began to perform, did they like it? how I looked? What Dizzy is doing to me? do it for them, i thought. And the other couple sitting by Dj booth to the left who I was still trynna figure out if they were here for the shoot or sticking around from the last event. So as @ohdizzy would begin to flogg my ass, and the gently rub it, id look at them, smile at her, wink at him. Then, Dizzy would check in with me, how did it feel? Red? Yellow? Or Green? I had to stop. "Girl," I said to myself, "this is for you, not this bomb as couple who came to realize their voyeur fetish, it's about your experience, you pleasure. I deserve the pleasure im about to receive." - real talk mantra- "Forget about them, now does it feel good?" I took some deep breathes, stared at the closest things to me, my cuffs hugging my wrist, took a note of how they felt, and scanned my body through. Performing became a way to have control of the situation because while I was tied up I felt physically powerless however, it was an illusion. As I submit to the needs of my body, I do as well to it's need to express them. I was in control of my voice as well as what I wanted done to this here body and I trusted in Dizzy enough to respect and listen to me because I am physically vulnerable in that moment. This has helped reignite my exploration how arrested my voices have felt in my body in and outta the bedroom. Sex and touch can be medicinal and I always encourage full exploration of it in a way that will bring about a rehoming of your bodies. Talk to your body today, touch it with intention, ask it, how does this feel? Thank you thank you @sexwithty @ohdizzy @chrysalis_sun for putting together a dope and essential event for our people! Y'all check these women out🌻#blacksexelllence #rewritingadulthood #oralmedicine #kinkycaribeña #wombwellness #touch #mindfulness #selfcoaching #pleasure #atlanta #blackkink #storytelling #blackpleasure #blackwomenheal #sexualhealing #adultsurvivorsofchildhoodsex https://www.instagram.com/p/BvrStoqg3Vc/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=l96l34erfm3s
