#selfapproval

The sun shines and so do I

GoodMorning Beautiful Catapillars🐛 and Butterflies🦋,

I felt amazing this morning, I have “been” feeling amazing ! I have gone thru 3 haircuts and multiple days of feeling lost and ambiguous.

Today I like my haircut I feel cute, beautiful, content, mellow, moving, progressing just to express a couple of my emotions. I have gone thru this many time before not feeling comfortable in my skin not feeling attractive not feeling “good” enough for the world. I don’t post those pictures and I don’t care to even take them but I do care to share.

You all see my smile on good/decent days when most of the time I feel my regular face is cuter my witty express are priceless but they don’t look well in pictures today sums up how I generally pose then switch to smiling lol.

I feel good being me all around I feel balanced and deserving. I feel like I’m progressing and making strides to be that “Me” I want to be for “Me”.

I will eventually have a crowd I just walk into and fit into,I will have a village that beats together even when far apart, I will make a difference in this world even if just by planting plants and not talking to people.

I will be happy on my own terms and on my own time.

So for all you Catapillars your still growing and developing and it’s okay to not even be in your cocoon yet or to be there and to not hatch you will and it takes “your” time that is on your growing clock not anyone else’s

Butterflies it’s okay to remember and share your cacoon/Catapillars stage with others to encourage and uplift. It’s vital for them to see it didn’t happen over night shit it didn’t happen in a year. Also you don’t have to live that phase over thru sharing either; your choice

Because why the fuck not you gotta be happy about yourself sometimes

People are always telling me to smile so here it is in a moment when I'm truly happy even if it's for a small time period