Apr 21, 2015
It’s 2 AM and this is for my own reference rather than anyone else’s.
I do self-harm. I just never thought there was a problem because it wasn’t cutting.
And because it wasn’t cutting, I didn’t care that I would basically starve/dehydrate myself, deliberately bash my head into objects, pick off scabs and then dig open the wounds more, double-up on my sleep aids, or deny myself pain relief for headaches/cramps/ stuff like that.
I basically played the loophole game. And lost. Because honestly, if I’m going to do all of that, I should have just cut in the first place.
