Nov 3, 2017
itās been getting harder and harder for me to get any work done for school bc i take one look at it and dissociate and/or panic and idk what to do but iām in a fine mood tonight anyway even though i have not even started this very important essay yet and tbh thatās unlike me
#usually i'd be FLIPPING OUT#i think it is bc i had 3 or 4 breakdowns earlier and so now im Done#breakdown machine broke#negative ?#dissociation-#its weird bc i open the work and its Instant Dissociation but if i put the work back away it takes only like 10 minutes for it to mostly go#back away again and uh. what?? why???#like it doesnt go all the way away but it goes away to the point it doesnt bother me much#this essay is so important like. if i fail it? i have to take remedial english#it is due tomorrow#my 504 plan means i can turn it in kinda late but like. it'd be better to have it done.. on time....
