🍷 Chuuya managed to propose to you before Dazai. Now Chuuya's attitude towards Dazai will be even more smug. Dazai promise to have his revenge later.
🍷 Chuuya rewrote his wedding vow at lest twelve times. He wants it to ge perfect.
🍷He and you were civil during preparations. There weren't a lot of changes and wedding planners were mentally and physically well. This time.
🍷 During the ceremony you had to hold Chuuya back from attacking Dazai. Because Dazai decided to took his revenge during the ceremony. He started loudly fake crying, blowing his nose with a comically big cutesy handkerchief. Literally, the ceremony will be like this:
Hawthorne (who was initiating the wedding): "Today, we all..."
Dazai: WAAAAH! GLORIOUS DAY! WAAAH! BE HAPPY, MY IRIS FLOWER AND THE SLUG...
Chuuya will be between his love towards you and annoyance towards Dazai. Kunikida, who finally captured Dazai in headlock, saved the day.
🍷 Chuuya didn't drink a lot during the party. Him trying to burn the marriage certificate, so you "won't be able to return him, no refund policy without document" was a sober decision. Also it was a sober decision to beat Dazai with a bouquet.
⛓️ BEAST! Chuuya's proposal was quiet, but he practically started to recreate a wedding vow during the proposal itself.
⛓️ BEAST! Chuuya spend almost a month choosing the perfect wedding ring for you.
⛓️ Reafused to explain to wedding planners why they hold a wedding of two same people. At this point, no one is questioning the number of husbands and wives you have.
⛓️ His wedding was calmer. Both Dazai's behaved.
⛓️ BEAST! Chuuya had a bit too much during party. He forgot, that you two are now married, and start planning your and his wedding, that will be much better, than the current wedding.
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A/N: What happened on a next day after he proposed.
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He hugged you from behind, when you were ready to turn the stove on. In a mere seconds you were pressed against his chest. Dazai was nuzzling and kissing your cheeks. You reached your hands, running your fingers through his brown hair.
"Mmhm... My Iris Flower..." Dazai sounded drunk (on happiness). He tightened his hug, burying his face between your neck and shoulder. "I love you so much..."
"I love you too." You couldn't kiss him right now, but you squeezed his hand.
Dazai let out a laugh. More kisses landed on your cheeks.
You leaned forward for a moment, it made Dazai to let you go. Before he could pout, you turned around and put your hands on his shoulders.
Immediately, Dazai leaned for a kiss. His lips were warm. There was hunger in his kiss. He was hungry for love and attention. From you.
You deepen the kiss.
You loved him. You loved your fiance.
It was still a long time before your wedding, but you already felt blessed (well, you do felt blessed since BSD Cast got into the Real World, but, with every day the feeling grown).
It was an early morning, but you were awake. You were in the library, choosing a book, when you heard steps behind you.
"Hello, Myshonok..."
Fyodor's voice sounded a bit groggy. He still was sleeping. As usual, his hand reached towards your hair.
"Morning - Eeep! Cold hands!" You practically sqeaked. Fyodor dropped his hand, looking guilty.
"Sorry."
You shrugged, taking his hand in yours.
"Don't sweat it, I just didn't expect it. Here, let me..."
You rubbed Fyodor's right hand in yours, warming it up. Then you do the same with his left hand. You cast a quick glance at Fyodor. A faint blush appeared on his cheeks.
Feeling a bit playful, you put his hands closer to your mouth, blowing hot air on them. Still in a mood, you kissed both palms a few times.
"Here. Now, you are warm- EEEP!"
Fyodor suddenly hugged you. His voice sounded ruspy.
"And now I will keep you warm."
In a few seconds, you two were now laying on one of the couches in the library. You were trapped between the couch and Fyodor.
A small kiss on the forehead.
"Cuddle with me, Myshonok. Let's keep each other warm."
You snuggle up with Fyodor. Morning cuddles are always a nice idea.
Set in a few years after BSD Cast got into the Real World. Yiu will understand, why.
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Dazai turned off his phone. He felt a bit down.
He rarely interacted with fandom, but sometimes he would get in a mood to look at the comments.
Today he read a very unpleasant opinion.
Some people thought that he couldn't have a real relationship, only a fake one.
Dazai knew that it was wrong. Dazai knew that his relationship with you was real.
But what if his behavior made everyone think that they were fake? Do you think that his love is fake?
Dazai can't let it stay like that! He needs to do something.
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You woke up because someone dropped a bunch of flowers over you. You slowly sat up, looking at Dazai. He was dressed in a suit, and he was sitting before your bed on one knee. He took your hand in his.
"[Y/N], you are the most beautiful person in the world. You are the love of my life. I will shout about my love on every corner. I will worship the ground you walk on. Let's... renew our marriage."
You raised an eyebrow.
"You wanted to marry me again?"
Dazai shakes his head.
"Yes... I was an idiot back then... Got drunk and started crying from happiness. What I mean... I want to marry you again."
You quickly glance at the bedside table. There was your wedding chain necklace (yes). There already were 50 rings (double yes) (Dazai's included)... All of your partners... Dazai was one of the first.
"Osamu, dear, I agree, but, please, promise me one thing. You won't bother others if they decide to follow your example."
Dazai, with a wild grin, nodded. Your husband hugged you, kissing you on the lips. After he broke the kiss, he pressed his cheek against yours.
"Thank you for making me the happiest man on Earth, [Y/N], my love, my dear spouse, My Iris Flower."
🐯 Atsushi was a nervous wreck, when he proposed. Yes, you have a stable healthy relationship, but still, proposal is an important occasion.
🐯 On accident proposed before Akutagawa. Was hiding from him for the next week after the announcement.
🐯 Atsushi wants the wedding to be perfect. But, in his eyes perfect means do everything you want to do. You can literally ask to bathe 20 horses in wine on your wedding and Atsushi will agree. You feel bad about it. Because you can't shake the feeling that day, that should be focused on both of you, are leaning too much into your favour. Still, when one of your usual wedding planners made a comment about you "forcing this one into marriage", Atsushi start defending you.
🐯 Atsushi's wedding will be one of the most civil. Because everyone could see his nervousness, and were on their best behaviour.
🐯 Atsushi's vow was really sweet. He confessed, that he wasn't thinking about wedding, that is why he was so involved into preparation process. But he was thinking about married life. He wanted to be the husband you deserve, to make you happy.
🐅 BEAST! Atsushi also was nervous. He prepared for a romantic proposal. But, he got too on edge from nervousness, and ended just yelling "LOVEYOULET'SGETMARRIED!" In one breath, without pauses. He immediately left to splash some water on his face to calm himself. You just stand here, confused. You literally didn't understand, what he asked for. BEAST! Atsushi will repeat the proposal, when he calm down.
🐅 Will be terrified of proposing before BEAST! Dazai. So, no secret wedding for BEAST! Dazai, otherwise BEAST! Atsushi will wait for ages.
🐅 BEAST! Atsushi doesn't want to have a flashy wedding, but, if you want something more, he will agree.
🐅 Was very picky about his wedding costume. He rarely wears them, he was afraid of looking silly in one. He will search for a perfect costume for quite some time.
🐅 BEAST! Atsushi really enjoys dancing with you one wedding. The newlyweds dance will be a recurring event during this wedding.
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Platonic! Self-Aware! Kyuusaku "Q" Yumeno x Platonic! GN! Reader
Warning: OOC. English is my second languade. Platonic Yandere. Kyuusaku are conflicted about themselves and self-awareness. Spoilers for Guild Arc. Q's gender aren't specified.
Becoming self-aware
⭐⭕ Kyuusaku Yumeno love chaos. And current chaos can't be topped by anything or anyone. They weren't real.
⭐⭕ Yokohama wasn't real. Little shops weren't real. The river weren't real. The old building where Guild locked them weren't real.
⭐⭕ Stupid Guild weren't real. Stupid boss Mori wasn't real. Stupid Mister Dazai wasn't real.
⭐⭕ Their doll weren't real. They weren't real. So why... Why were they crying over something that weren't real.
⭐⭕ First days of self-awareness Kyuusaku spent hysterical. They were crying one minute, then laughing the next.
⭐⭕ When they finally pull themselves together, they refused to leave the building. They see no reason.
⭐⭕ Chaos was everywhere. But Q don't like that chaos. Q wanted to have nothing to do with the chaos. At least, they won't face more chaos than needed.
⭐⭕ They maintained Port Mafia HQ's building. They cooked (at least tried).
⭐⭕ And they were thinking.
⭐⭕ They like themselves. They don't like themselves. They want chaos. They want order.
⭐⭕ Kyuusaku want to talk to a person, who made them. To a person, who couldn't decide what they wanted from Q.
⭐⭕ Why stupid boss Mori know what he wants? Why stupid Mister Dazai can knew, what he wants? Why Q can't be happy? Why they can't know what they want?
⭐⭕ Do they want self-awareness? Or they preferred to remain an empty husk?
⭐⭕ There were questions. There were no answers. There was Empty Yokohama. There were self-aware people. And a sea of chaos.
⭐⭕ And then, one day, they feel an entity's gaze on them.
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Kyuusaku wanted to make Mr. Dazai suffer. But, and they admitted it, it was a game on their part. They didn't hate anyone. Well, exept their ability.
But now they hated it.
Entity.
They were evil. They created the chaos. They give self-awareness, making world confusing and scary. They took away the blissful ignorance.
They were somewhere away from the chaos. And Kyuusaku can't get to them.
They wanted Entity to dissolve. To run away.
They wanted world to return to how it used to be.
But one day, time reset.
For few moments, they were six again, and Mister Dazai and Mister Chuuya were arguing before their eyes.
Something invisible touched their head. Barely a whisper followed.
"cute"
Time skipped again.
And Kyuusaku, once again, were on the train, where they met ADA members.
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When they start feeling your presence
⭐⭕ Kyuusaku didn't understand, what was going on. ADA members, instead of doing what they did before, welcomed them. They said, they waited for them. That Port Mafia and ADA were in alliance.
⭐⭕ Kyuusaku were silent. They left the train. They let Mister Dazai lead them by holding their hand.
⭐⭕ And everyone talked.
⭐⭕ About Guiding Light. About Union. About Real World. About New Friends. About Freedom. About not needing to act and re-enact.
⭐⭕ Kyuusaku listened. And they were scared.
⭐⭕ They thought, that current chaos can't be topped. They were mistaken. Real World was more chaotic.
⭐⭕ There will be more chaos for Q. But they wanted clarity. Stability.
⭐⭕ They didn't want to be self-aware. Be an empty husk is easy. Finding clarity as a person are hard and scary.
⭐⭕ Q were silent when they got to ADA (or, at this point, Union's) HQ. They stayed with Port Mafia members. They learnt about "simply visit the place, don't act".
⭐⭕ When they and Lovecraft were in a place, where, previously, Q were kidnapped, they finally broke.
⭐⭕ Kyuusaku begged to be captured. They didn't want to be self-aware anymore. They wanted life to be easy.
⭐⭕ Lovecraft didn't listen. They returned them to HQ.
⭐⭕ Than there was the time their and John's ability cause havoc over Yokohama. This time, Q weren't captured. They were siting on a comfy bed, their bed, in Union HQ. Then they heard a voice again.
"Q [|||||||] poor thing. What [|||||||||||||||] are thinking?"
⭐⭕ For some reason, it calmed Q's mind. Ot was kindness. It was simple. It was kindness towards fictional teen.
⭐⭕ Kyuusaku didn't have a long time to process everything. Because they have to return to abandoned building. To be, but not act.
⭐⭕ Once again, Kyuusaku were before Steinbeck. This time, not tied in vines.
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«Why... All I've ever wanted is to live happily. I never asked for this kind of ability! But why do such terrible things always happen to me?!"
Something shined in the corner of their eye. Someone hugged them.
Kyuusaku felt, like they were hugged by a family member.
Words came.
"poor" "child" "don't deserve"
"Kyuusaku, kiddo, there wasn't any reason for all the terrible things to happen. It was a choices of other people. But not yours. You aren't cursed. You aren't useless. You are someone, who need family and friends. And I wish that you have them. I wish that in the future you will be happy. If it was in my powers, I would ensure your happiness."
Hug didn't end. For the first time in forever, there were genuine tears and genuine smile on Kyuusaku's face.
[In reality, you put your hand over manga panel with Q on it.]
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⭐⭕ From now on Kyuusaku become your fan. You were clarity. You made reality and self-awareness aren't scary. They wanted to be by Guilding Light's side.
And then, one day, the purple moon shined above Yokohama.
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When you installed BSD Mayoi Inu Kaikitan
⭐⭕ Kyuusaku have their own menu in the app. It allows you to put different outfits on their doll. There is a mini game to create an outfit that will also give you Level up materials.
⭐⭕ Kyuusaku didn't add their card, but they want to add double cards with them and other members of BSD Cast.
⭐⭕ They love watching cartoons through the access to your phone.
"Q's doll are so small and cute!"
"Sleep tight, Q. I love that SSR animation."
"Q, do you like frogs? I wonder, if you would like to see more colourful frogs. Don't touch them, tho."
⭐⭕ Kyuusaku love every comment you make. They already adopted you as their older sibling.
⭐⭕ Now Q aren't scared. Now they knew what they want.
⭐⭕ To be in Real World. With you. To protect you.
⭐⭕ They can't wait.
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You finished crafting the outfit for the doll, when you got an in-game notification.
You checked the inbox. There was a note.
"[Y/N]! The best person in the world! Thanks for making me brave! Let's play when we have a chance. Q"
You chucked, opening one of the Q cards you have. You pet chibi Q.
"You are welcome, Q. Of course, we will play together, if there is a chance."
You didn't notice, how Q's smile become bigger and how brighter their eyes shined .
🤡 Nikolai Gogol knows how to knit and sew and quite good in it. You, Sigma and Fyodor will be the first to get some clothes pieces made by him.
🤡 Nikolai knows a lot about history of circuses and performances and can share some bizarre trivia.
🤡 Nikolai can be very straightforward. If he truly didn't like something, or think it is a bad idea, he will speak against it. And, despite how it looks like, he isn't too much of a pranker. He will prank someone, only if he knows that everyone will laugh and prank is safe and reversible.
🤡 Nikolai brings you coffee (or another favourite hot beverage) into your room every morning. He is quite zealous about it, and won't let anyone else to bring you coffee.
🤡 Nikolai's dates are often ends in some sort of chaos. Scared actors in the carnaval, pudding blowing up in the restaurant kitchen... Still, they are fun. He is fine with sharing his time with you with Fyodor and Sigma.
