#seeya.

* specifically like, a year, right?

* ...

* i mostly came back to say, uh.

* ‘m sorry.

* ever since this SOUL business started, i’ve been... way more than a jerk. been a huge asshole, actually.

* selfish, surly, sardonic. lots of s words to go with sans himself, i guess. ‘n now that it’s been over for a while, i realize i should really say something about it. 

* i know it won’t make up for the shittiness, but at least i’ll have acknowledged i was being shitty and that i’m trying to be better, and that i hurt people who didn’t deserve it.

* i’d try to make it up to ‘em, but there isn’t really anything i could do or say that’d be worth reconsidering hating my lack of guts.

* ...

* so, uh, yeah. ‘m not a huge churlish douche anymore. things are goin’ okay in the above, papyrus seems happy, so does everyone else. but i’ve been carrying this with me for a long time and i wanted to at least say one last thing before... i guess i never come back here again.

* sorry, dot, for being neglectful and jealous and selfish.

* sorry reboot for being a douche when you didn’t really deserve it and we didn’t really know each other.

* tortie, you deserved better than me as a friend.

* and, it’s been so long, but frisk and chara shouldn’t have had to deal with me like that. i was pretty fucked up to chara specifically, but frisk wasn’t free of me either, and i’ll never be able to take any of that back. but i regret it, and they deserve apologies, so i’m givin’ em.

* anyone else i was shit to, know i regret being such an asshole and these apologies go for you, too, even if i didn’t give you one by name. i know i left a bad reputation behind me when i took this hiatus.

* that’s it, i think. 

* ...

* deez nuts.