#seeingyou

I always thought id pick you in a busy room,                                                        but when the day came i couldn’t.                                                                      and thats how i knew i didn't love you anymore, those big blue eyes were the only thing that got me and only after multiple looks.                                              I dont know how long its been since the day i saw you for the first time in two years, but i didn't even recognise you.                                                                     The person i was once so in love with a complete stranger unrecognisable.         One metre away and still no idea why a “stranger” was intensively staring at me... until i realised that stranger was you.                                                          The person who taught me so many life lessons, bought me so many toxic memories as well as so many good ones.                                                              Seeing you was a bitter sweet moment, one that didn't feel the way i expect it too.                                                                                                                       The first moments of realising it was you was pure shock, then it turned into anxiety, then sadness .                                                                                       Sadness only because in that moment i realised that the person i always thought you were never existed, because in that moment i saw that you weren't the person i ever thought you were.