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Mkay, so secrets part 4 is like 74% written I just uggghhhh that episode is insanely difficult to write a new character into. To people who have requested stuff I am so sorry I just haven't been in a good head space but it's getting okay again, or I'm just getting apathetic to the bad...either way I can write again, even if it's slow going with the end of the year, but like it's almost summer so I'll have more time to write...in theory I have to do some courses online but it's all wishy washy rn... Moving on, I would like to thank everyone who has stuck with me so far and I will actually remember to tag secrets part 4 instead of being a Lil shit cuz I need to be way more responsible tbh so I'll track it down if you've asked already and if you haven't asked already you can still ask now, or not whatever. Thanks for reading if you did, if you didn't...well its not like it's the end of the world
Rating; M - abuse and delicate subjects. Trigger warning
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James was completely surprised by the words that came out of Regulus’ mouth. At first, he didn’t believe it. Regulus Black being a double agent. That was laughable. James honestly expected Regulus to be dead or killed off by Voldemort after the “real” got going. Regulus wasn’t brave and it would take a lot to convince James otherwise.
Regulus wasn’t an idiot. He had picked up on James’ feelings without having to put much thought into it. From his place, by your side, Regulus scowled at James.
“Ask Dumbledore if you don’t believe me...or don’t. Whatever you want to do, the choice is yours. Besides, your feelings don’t matter to me. I only care about Y/n. The rest of you can go kick rocks.”
Regulus wouldn’t meet his brother’s gaze. You, yourself, had to look away from Sirius. It didn’t take you being so close to him to know that Regulus’ words hurt Sirius. You had been there when Sirius was drunk and upset over his brother. Now Regulus’ still bitter resentment toward Sirius was painfully clear. Part of you often wondered if Regulus was still angry over Sirius leaving home and this statement answered it.
You gently slid your hand onto Regulus’. His cold eyes didn’t move to you for a moment. They were still locked on James as if daring your brother to make a move. Regulus would have been thrilled for any reason to hex your brother. He didn’t care how angry or upset that it made you.
“Regulus, James...both of you stop. This isn’t fair to Y/n. She cares for each of you and you’ll have to find some way to deal with it.”
Sirius said, calmly. Regulus smirked before snuggling closer to you. He kept his eyes on James in almost a cat-like manner. James shook his head and muttered something under his breath before suddenly looking pleased.
“He has to get along with Remus too.”
Regulus tensed. The anger and jealousy that he felt toward the werewolf returned like a brick to the back of the head. Regulus hadn’t forgotten that night at the bar. He hadn’t forgotten hearing you say that you loved Remus.
“Enough, James. Regulus, come with me.”
You stood and tugged the younger Black brother to his feet. He reluctantly followed you into your bedroom and slammed the door.
“Do you love him? The werewolf…”
Regulus said, coldly. You sighed. It was going to take some time for Regulus to let go of some of the prejudices that had been drilled into his head since childhood.
“Remus is one of my friends. I love him as a friend. My love for you is different.”
You stood on your tiptoes and pressed a soft kiss to his lips. Regulus was still tense. He didn’t relax into your touch as you had hoped. Regulus kissed back but it felt extremely formal. You shook your head before resting against his shoulder.
“Let me love you again, Regulus. I want to love you the way that you should have always been loved but you have to let me.”
“What if I am unlovable?”
He asked. You looked up to his face again. This time the cold anger was gone and was replaced by uncertainty. You mentally cursed Walburga and Orion for the way that they chose to raise their son.
“You are not unlovable. I still love you very much.”
“Why?”
You frowned.
“What do you mean why?”
Regulus shrugged.
“I’ve been so cold to you. I have treated you the way that my family would treat someone. I don’t deserve you but I’ll spend the rest of my life willing to make it up to you...even if you despise me.”
You wrapped your arms back around him.
“I don’t despise you, Reggie. I haven’t stopped being in love with you even with all of the bad. I want us to try again but your family can’t interfere. When you’re around them for a long time...you change. You aren’t the sweet boy that I fell in love with.”
Regulus had put his head down for a moment. You were right. When he was away from Walburga, he could be the shy quiet boy that you adored so much. With Walburga, he was a monster.
“I meant what I said. I’m going back to say goodbye forever.”
Your eyes winded.
“Don’t go back alone. Let me go with you.”
Regulus shook his head.
“I am not letting you go in that house. Stay here with your brother. As much as James and I hate each other...I know that he won’t let you be harmed.”
You began to tremble as Regulus held you tighter.
“Please don’t go back. It won’t end well.”
“I have some things that I have to get. If I don’t they will call me a coward for the rest of my life and I am not going to let that happen. I’ll be back by nightfall.”
Regulus knew that going back to Grimmauld Place was going to be a bad idea. He also knew that he was going to have to face the dark lord. Regulus had already put together a grand charade about “I am working with the order to get information for you, master.” Voldemort would believe that. Regulus could only hope that his own feelings wouldn’t get in the way. He was going to have to put his family's beliefs and ideals on the back burner if he wanted to get you back. Once you were securely his, he could go back to his old ways. He only needed to get you back in the palm of his hand.
“Reggie?”
He looked up, still hating that blasted nickname that you insisted on calling him. Your hazel eyes were full of tears.
“Everything will be fine. Do you trust me?”
You nodded as Regulus leaned down for another kiss. This time the kiss was what you wanted. This was a Regulus Black kiss.
Regulus was the first to break away. He put a hand to the side of your face before smiling shyly.
“I’ll see you soon.”
The rest of the afternoon, you were a nervous wreck. You paced the living room floor. Sirius hadn’t said much since Regulus left. He had tried to calm you down but decided that was going as well as baptizing a cat. You knew if you wanted to talk to him, he was right there.
“Merlin, would you sit down? You are making me nervous.”
James snapped. You rounded on your brother with a frown.
“I’m sorry but I am really worried about him.”
James sighed, ignoring the scathing glare that Lily was giving him. He stood up and pulled you into a hug.
“Everything is going to be okay. Regulus is a big boy and he knows how to use his magic well. You’ll be together as soon as he can get here.”
Dinner was a silent affair. No one had really bothered saying much. It was silently agreed that mindless chatter was going to set you off. You sat quietly picking at the chicken that Lily placed in front of you. She gently patted your shoulder hoping to give you some kind of reassurance that everything would be fine.
The sound of the door opening and closing made you jump from your seat. Running into the living room, you froze the moment that you made eye contact with Regulus. The poor boy was beaten to hell. Your hands went to cover your mouth as you fought back a scream. Both of Regulus’ eyes were bruised. Scratches littered his handsome face and blood-covered lips.
“Is he back…”
Sirius stopped right beside you the moment that he realized what had happened.
“Regulus?”
You managed to squeak. Regulus had been holding his chest where his mother’s foot had broken a rib. He winced wanting to speak but the pain was so severe.
“I’m fine.”
He managed to squeak. You quickly closed the distance between the two of you and wrapped his arm around your shoulder to help him to the couch.
“And I was born yesterday.”
You muttered before quickly unbuttoning his shirt. His chest looked like a giant purple bruise.
“Walburga-special?”
Sirius questioned and Regulus nodded. Regulus winced in pain as your fingers gently felt over his ribs.
“She’s broken your ribs.”
“That isn’t the worst of it.”
Regulus choked out. You reached out and tenderly wiped the blood from his lips as James walked into the room. He froze before meeting Sirius’ gaze. You wanted to cry looking at his normally perfect lips. Sure, you could fix him right up but this image was devastating.
“This was the same condition that you were in when you ran away.”
Sirius nodded, not wanting to speak. He could deal with the pain that his mother put him through but now seeing that Regulus was abused as badly made him feel horrible. Sirius had silently hoped, over the years, that since Regulus was “the good son” he would get no abuse. Clearly, that was not the case.
Meanwhile, you tenderly stroked his face hoping to bring some comfort.
“Do you think you can get into my room? I’ll take care of you.”
Regulus rolled his eyes.
“I don’t need you fussing over me, Y/n. It's just a few broken bones and after-effects of the cruciatus curse.”
James chuckled.
“Regulus, give it up man. She is going to be fussing over you for the rest of forever. You might as well embrace it.”
“She makes great feel better soup.”
Sirius added. You smiled over your shoulders at your brother and friend. Regulus grumbled something about you being a pain in his ass but smiled when you kissed his nose.
“You aren’t getting away from me this time. I’ll always be a pain in your ass.”
20 minutes later, Regulus was snuggled in bed with his head on your lap. You stroked your fingers through his curls as he lay looking at the opposite wall.
“How does she do her sons like this?”
You asked. Regulus snorted.
“I’ve looked a lot worse.”
Regulus said in an emotionless voice. This made your heartache even more. Neither he nor Sirius ever deserved something like this.
“It's horrible. A mother is supposed to love and care for you.”
Regulus winced as he turned to look up at you.
“A mother is supposed to be many things. I told mother that I wasn’t coming back. I told her that I had fallen in love with you and she wasn’t keeping me from nor hurting you. She went ballistic. My father overheard and joined in the fun. He said he had already lost one son to the Potters and wasn’t about to lose another. I threatened them that if they came near you or tried to harm you there would be consequences. Let's just say my father isn’t doing so hot right now either but I couldn’t hurt my mother. Are you sure that you want a man who would hurt his own parents?”
You swallowed.
“You were protecting yourself. That’s all that matters.”
Regulus sighed when you began stroking his hair again.
“You know it's not over with them. I won’t let them hurt you.”
You knew that Regulus was right on that one. One didn’t “fuck” with the Black family and expect to walk away as a winner.
“We’ll deal with them when the time comes. For now, let's just focus on getting you well.”
(meanwhile)
Walburga was screaming as she stalked around Grimmauld Place breaking every glass object that she could get her hands on. Orion hadn’t said much since Regulus sent him crashing into a wall.
“I don’t understand! What is it with those Potters? We have lost two sons to that family. Do they shit golden eggs?”
Walburga snapped. Druella looked up from the drink that she had been making.
“I don’t understand, dear.”
Walburga sank down into a chair before sobbing violently.
“Both of my sons have abandoned me. Was I such a horrible mother?”
Druella stood and gently patted Walurga’s now messy hair.
“No, my darling, you are a wonderful mother. Don’t hate yourself.”
Orion finally spoke.
“We have given them everything that they could have wanted. Regulus, in particular. He was supposed to be our star. Now, look at him. He’s run off to be with some slut.”
“You know that he almost had a baby with that slut, right?”
Druella, Orion, and Walburga turned to see Bellatrix sitting in the corner. The girl smiled evilly.
“What did you say?”
Walburga choked out. Bellatrix nodded.
“Yes, aunty. Y/n was pregnant. Don’t know rightfully what happened. All that I know is she had a miscarriage. It's torn Regulus apart. I think it's driven him mad. I wouldn’t be surprised if he was the one who took care of the problem. Reproducing an illegitimate heir with some common harlot.”
Walburga howled louder. This was news that she didn’t expect to hear. Druella frowned at her daughter.
“Bella, how do you know this?”
Bellatrix stood up.
“Heard it right from the horse's mouth. Regulus was crying about it in his sleep.”
Orion looked embarrassed. The knowledge that his son almost had an illegitimate heir to the Black family fortune was enough to make him ill.
“We have to deal with this problem. Find Regulus and the girl...bring them back here to be punished.”
Bellatrix nodded.
“Of course, uncle.”
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@iamashlynmarie (here is a Regulus x Reader fic for you )
James and Sirius yelled at the same time. You finished applying your red lipstick before turning to face your freaked out brother and best friend.
“It's a good idea. I can get some information from the order.”
Sirius was looking at you like you had gone mad.
“You seriously want to go to one of my families we are the best people in the universe parties? Y/n this is dangerous. Y/n, no information is worth that much.”
James nodded.
“You're blinded by your infatuation for Regulus that you are willing to put yourself in danger. I am not about to let that happen! We just buried our parents three months ago. I am not about to bury you too because of Regulus Black.”
James glanced over at Sirius and muttered,
“Sorry.”
Sirius rolled his eyes.
“James is right. My brother...no man is worth risking your safety. I have an idea! Let's just get married.”
Both James and yourself gave Sirius identical expressions of shock.
“Yeah, we would kill each other. That would work so well.”
You said, smacking his hand. Sirius shrugged.
“It was just a thought. Besides, the two of you know that I am not the settling down type anyway. Y/n, back to the conversation before, please don’t go.”
A knock at the door pulled the three of you from the conversation at hand. You stood up and quickly went to answer. Your mouth dropped the moment that you saw Regulus on the other side.
“Um, hi.”
You said as your ex met your gaze.
“Y/n, I need to talk to you.”
James jumped up.
“I don’t think so. If you think that your family is going to offer her to Satan...you have another thing coming!”
Regulus sighed. He was exhausted and didn’t feel like dealing with James Potter. The disdain that he felt for you brother was beyond comprehension.
“I am not here to harm Y/n. I need to talk to all three of you.”
James didn’t want to let the younger Black brother in his home but he also knew that Regulus was outnumbered.
“Fine.”
Regulus’ grey eyes flickered in your direction. You were ready for the damned party. He wanted nothing more than to grab you and not let go.
“What do you have to say?”
Sirius asked standing up. Regulus ran a hand through his hair before turning to face you.
“I’m talking to you. These two idiots can listen. Y/n, I can’t let you go to that party. Stay away from my family and from me. It’s in your best interest.”
You narrowed your eyes on your lover. If he thought that you for one minute was just going to back off then he was dumber than you thought.
“It isn’t your decision to tell me what is in my best decision.”
Regulus put his hands over his face as if he was about to break down. You automatically noted how Regulus seemed different. Your sweet quiet boy was stressed beyond measure and you hated it.
Sirius elbowed James in the ribs and motioned him out. James wanted to argue but the expression on your face told him to go away. He only nodded before following Sirius out of the room (even though he didn’t want to).
You waited until the kitchen door closed to wrap your arms around Regulus. He froze at first before coming apart in your arms. It took him a few seconds before he held you back.
“Reggie, please.”
You whispered before gently pulling him to the couch. Regulus sobbed for a few moments leaving you trembling. In all of the years that you had known Regulus, you had never seen him cry. Now here he was sobbing like a baby.
“Y/n, please. Don’t go to the party.”
He said in a low raspy voice as he slowly sat up. You reached out and stroked a few stray curls away from his face.
“Regulus, I want you to talk to me. You owe me that much. We were in love.”
Regulus sniffed a few times.
“I’m still in love with you Y/n.”
The two of you sat in silence for a moment before you reached out to intertwine your hands.
“Tell me the truth then.”
“I’m a spy for Dumbledore. Voldemort has no idea. He still thinks that I am a loyal death eater. That is why I broke up with you. I was afraid that it would have put you in danger. After you had the miscarriage...I was...I am still so angry. I am angry about everything and my mother knows it. She knows that there was something between us. That is why I can’t let you go to that party. She is going to try to hurt both of us.”
Your heart sank listening to his words. Deep down you knew that Walburga had some ulterior motive. You weren’t dumb enough to think that the woman actually liked you. Now that your thoughts were confirmed, you had a new worry. Regulus was a double agent. He was in worse danger than you expected!
“I don’t expect you to forgive me, Y/n. I broke your heart and I wasn’t supposed to do that. I was supposed to make you happy, not depressed. You’ve made it well without me though. Look at you, the ballerina that you always wanted to be…”
You pressed your lips together.
“I could have done all of those things with you too.”
Regulus reached out and took your hand in his.
“If you’ll have me, I want to be a couple again. I am tired of waking up alone screaming for you. Y/n, I’ll do whatever it takes...I’ll renounce my family. Fuck them all…”
Before you could respond both James and Sirius fell through the door and onto the floor in front of you.
“Weren't you two listening this whole time?”
Regulus snapped. Sirius jumped up off of the floor and pulled James with him.
“So, you are about to pull a me, are you? I have to say that I am impressed. I thought that you were the good son.”
Regulus rolled his eyes.
“I am the good son...well, was. Trust me, brother it isn’t all that it's cracked up to be. I won’t miss mother and her abuse. She has enough money to make sure that she is taken care of.”
James, meanwhile,was looking between Regulus and yourself.
“So are the two of you a couple again because if so I have some conditions.”
Regulus’ eyes flickered to James. The resentment was still clearly there.
“I’m dating Y/n, not you.”
James wasn’t about to back down.
“She is my sister and I have seen her heartbroken enough by you. If you date her, no more crap.”
You sighed.
“James, did the two of you not hear what he said in the beginning?”
James and Sirius looked at each other and shook their heads like naughty school children who were caught planning a prank.
“No, because I couldn’t hear over Sirius breathing.”
Sirius gave his best friend a scowl as Regulus stood up. He unbuttoned the cuff of his black dress shirt before showing them his dark mark. You had to look away from the devastated expression on Sirius’ face. It was too much. Heartbreak and disappointment were written all over it as Regulus began to speak again.
“I am working as a double agent for the order. I have been spying on Voldemort as a death eater for the past year and a half. That is why I broke up with Y/n in the first place. I didn’t want her to be harmed because of me. There, Potter, are you happy now?”
I have been starting to feel a whole lot better this week, so I’m thinking that I’m slowly gonna start finishing chapter 6 of SECRETS and have it ready for upload this weekend maybe?🤷♀️😅
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