Sebastian Michaelis X Reader: Nobody’s Home
Prompt: The song, ‘Nobody’s Home’.
Warnings: Abandonment, suicide attempt, swearing, depression, emptiness, trigger warnings.
Other: Listen to the song here. Italics are sort of Sebastian’s POV.
Well I couldn’t tell you, why she felt that way, she felt it every day.
You stood on the edge of the roof, looking out into the darkness.
I couldn’t help her, I just watched her make the same mistakes again.
The sun was setting before you, casting shadows across your brother Ciel’s gardens.
What’s wrong what’s wrong now, too many too many problems.
Your eyes closed as you glanced down at the ground, knowing you were only a step away from death.
Don’t know where she belongs, where she belongs.
You hadn’t meant for it to come to this, but ever since your parents died, Ciel seemed to want you gone.
She wants to go home, but nobody’s home.
He always reminded you of how worthless and dumb you were. Of how it was your fault that your parents were dead.
That’s where she lies, broken inside. With no place to go, no place to go.
You had lost everything that day, just because of your selfish needs. It was all your fault.
To dry her eyes, broken inside.
A tear slipped down your face as you moved to take a step forward.
Open your eyes, and look outside.
A hand caught your wrist, trapping you in place. Your eyes snapped open as you looked behind you and spotted Sebastian, the demonic butler.
Find the reasons why you’ve been rejected. And now you can’t find, what left you behind.
“Let go,” you whispered as more tears paraded their way down your face.
Be strong be strong now, too many too many problems.
“Give me one good reason,” your lover answered softly, just barely keeping you from the edge.
Don’t know where she belongs, where she belongs.
“Ciel doesn’t want me anymore.” You attempted to pull out of his grip but failed.
She wants to go home, but nobody’s home. It’s where she lies, broken inside.
“I do,” Sebastian replied.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes. Broken inside.
“I killed my parents,” you continued, your tears coming in silent sobs.
Her feelings she hides. Her dreams she can’t find. She’s losing her mind. She’s fallen behind.
“That had nothing to do with you.” He stepped forward so he was towering over you, his crimson eyes gleaming at your broken body.
She can’t find her place. She’s losing her faith. She’s fallen from grace. She’s all over the place.
“Ciel blames me,” you cried.
She wants to go home, but nobody’s home. It’s where she lies, broken inside.
“Ciel is still learning the truth,” Sebastian answered slowly. “Come home.”
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes. Broken inside.
“That’s where I’m going.” You gave a faint smile, knowing you had won.
She’s lost inside, lost inside.
“I love you, (Y/N).” Your arm slipped from his loosened grip, and you fell backwards.
She’s lost inside, lost inside.
