#seafomers

Okay Warning: Being held down, forced feeding, rejection and all together angst. If any of these things are to much. Don’t read

Pharma and Tarn’s grip was tight as I struggled all but cutting into me with their equally sharp claws to keep me in their arms. Kicking and screaming trying to get away they ignored it pulling me along into the dark waters. Being in real danger and being scared Tarn’s siren song wasn’t working. Crying as I thrashed against them they finally stopped. Everything felt surreal as Tarn pinned me down his tentacles wrapping around my legs to keep me trapped. Pharma momentarily left before returning a light glowing kelp in his hand.

Eyes widening as fear ran through my system I shut my mouth teeth biting down on my lip. No. No!

Desperately trying to move my legs hitting Tarn with everything I had he gently took my arms in his hands. Grabbing my wrists he kept me pinned. Crying from fear shoulders shaking and and sniffles leaving my nose he leaned down nuzzling into my neck.

“… It’s okay pup… It’s okay…” He reassured churring to try and calm me down. “I love you. We love you. It really doesn’t hurt… promise…” Hugging me close keeping my arms and legs pinned beneath him Tarn let out several comforting chirps and rumbly purrs to try and make my body relax. Still squirming tears running down my face afraid I couldn’t look at them. I couldn’t do this! I didn’t want to.

“(Y/N). (Y/N) its okay. After this you’ll be like us you’ll be a mer. No more difficulty breathing on land. No more pain. (Y/N) we love you and were doing this for you.“ Pharma shoved the seaweed in my mouth before I spasmed and passed out Tarn and Pharma smirking above me.

Waking up my head hurt. Why did everything hurt?

“(Y/N) your awake?” Head dizzy I looked up at Pharma?

“D-dad…?” I questioned.

“Pup…” He purred rubbing against my face and nuzzling into my neck. Pushing him off dizzy all I knew is I had to get away. Had to get home.

Swimming as fast as I could I made it out of the cave.

“(Y/N)! (Y/N) come back!” Tarn shouted. Looking up I smelled something. Something familiar. Home. Dashing off I got close before a hand reached out for me and stopped my movement.

“They won’t except you.” Pharma stated grabbing my hand.

“… They… they deserve to know.“

Swimming off with my tail the sensation of having one new and strange I sped to the facility hoping my friends would expect me. Making it there much sooner than I expected I stopped at a large rock on the coast. Could I…? I wasn’t really me anymore. I couldn’t do all the things I wanted to do. I… I wasn’t really myself… not anymore… but I had to try.

Looking at Rodimus a feeling of guilt and shame boiled in my stomach.

“… (Y/N)…?” He questioned aloud staring at his old friend. Letting out a nervous chirp sinking below the waves Rodimus dived after me before giving me a tight hug. Confused churrs leaving my throat Rodimus nuzzled into my neck purring. “Your okay.” He smiled flicking his tail back to look at me. “Your…” His face suddenly dropped. “Your a mer…? What did they… (Y/N) what’d they do to you???” Rodimus demanded angry. Flinching his emotions were conflicted as his eyes showed a raging​ war of different emotions. "Your disgusting.” He hissed. Letting out a worried chirp shrinking down as my scales puffed up he swam away leaving me alone. He… he hates me. Crying I started swimming away trying to get away.

Bumping into someone I stared up at Megatron.

“Uncle Megs?” I questioned staring up at him.

“What did you do to my niece?!” He demanded staring at me. Swimming backwards seeing the hate in his eyes I turned leaving. Pharma was right they hated me! Crying swimming as fast as I could I hit a rock. Groaning I looked up and saw my dad doing tests on the water.

“Rache!” I shouted. Ratchet would still love me. He could never hate me. “Dad!”

Ratchet turned staring at me. ”… I…“ He couldn’t speak. Smiling at him he looked repulsed seeing my tail. “…You’re not my daughter…” Crying more tears spilling down my face he disappeared and I was alone back in the black deep waters. I propelled backwards confused spinning around.

"Dad! Rache! Rodimus! Megatron! Anyone!” Screaming I cried as I was alone terrified.

Swimming into the ocean sad I felt arms wrap around me.

“We’ll always love you.” Crying Tarn and Pharma cooed nuzzling me.

“Ahh! Ahh! Ahh!” Waking up a screaming mess throwing everything off my desk as I cried someone flung my door open before I felt string arms wrap around me. “No! No!” Screeching at the top of my lungs Ratchet held me close stroking my hair as I started crying.

“(Y/N). (Y/N) it’s me! It’s Ratchet your dad. Hey. Hey shh… shh your okay. It’s okay. Your safe. What happened? Why are you screaming? Answer. Come on. (Y/N)! (Y/N) you’re okay! (Y/N) look at me!” Ratchet adjusted me so I was staring into his blue eyes my own (e/c) eyes full of tears. “(Y/N) breath your okay!” Staring at Ratchet searching his eyes my breathing calming down I wrapped my arms behind his neck snuggling into his chest as I let out a large sob. “(Y/N). (Y/N) talk to me.”

Sobbing into Ratchet’s shirt nodding no he signed holding you close. “Your safe… It’s okay your safe. Please I need to know what’s wrong. (Y/N) what’s wrong?” He stated soothingly rubbing my back.

Crying into his chest holding tight Ratchet sighed patting my back waiting for me to calm down.

“Tarn… Pharma… I was… you…” Stiffening Ratchets grip tightened holding me as close as he could. Gasping for air scared Ratchet rubbed my back.

“They will never touch you again. I swear…” Ratchet spoke quietly mumbling reassurances as he kept me close letting me cry.

In truth none of that would happen but being in emotional distress and confused that added with the recent trauma your mind warped everything into a nightmare.

Ratchet

Ratchets reaction would be shocked but mostly regret. His job as a parent is to protect you and from all the stories that he’s been told he didn’t protect you. He’d crawl in your tank and hold you close. He starts crying and you follow but at least your alive and he’s greatful for that.

Megatron

His first reaction would be enraged at Tarn not you and his second a protectiveness he can’t rein in. He holds you close and is a mess of emotions. He loves you though and he always will no matter what form you take he loves you and he will protect you now that your in this form more than he ever did as a human.

Rodimus

He’s very conflicted. Its cool that your now a mer but this is… this is wrong. He curls around you churing sadly and flinches when you chur back. Your voice sounds different your physically so different but he loves you because your still you and that’ll never change.

I wanna write my favorite piss baby. Whirl is a giant lobster type mer. He has one golden eye. And his mood is the same lovable screeching sad mer. XD