Oct 7, 2015
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Day 14: every 4 weeks I measure and that fell on today! It's one thing to feel the changes in your body, it's quite another to actually see it represented in quantifiable results. I'm all about feeling healthier than getting smaller, but I'm loving getting smaller too!
Day 12: courage. I don't want to post this one. So I'm posting it. My biggest insecurity is with my arms. A few months ago, being able to see the line between my arm muscle and arm fat was not there. Now it is. I almost think it looks worse than before. Then I remember the work I'm doing to get this progress. I'm far from proud of the way my arms look, but I'm very proud of myself
I did two days. The past few days have been some helluva ride. Saturday evening, I attended (and judged) a burlesque “strip-off” contests. So much fun, especially since i know most of the ladies. That transitioned into a drag show later on, and just a fun night out at the bar for my birthday this month. With school and everything, this was probably my only good chance at a night out. I wore new clothes, danced with my friends, got a little drunk, felt fairly sexy, and a had a heart-to-heart. Birthday goals, for sure, met!
Sunday, I woke up in intense pain in my ear. At my checkup Wednesday, they flushed my ear to get a hair out that had gotten in there from the last time I had my head buzzed. 1. They didn’t get it out. 2. My ear canal is now infected. I still had to officiate my friends’ wedding, so I popped a bunch of ibuprofen, delivered a nerdy, short ceremony, mingled for a little while, then my best friend drove me to the walk in clinic. I pretty much stayed in bed for the rest of the evening.
Today, I still hurt. I’m super hungry because my body is fighting infection and that takes energy. It’s a weird change from my general lack of appetite, but I’m enjoying it while I can, because I want my body to recover and I love delicious food. Win-win, I say! Lots of OJ, fruits, and proteins for my sad, sickie body.
And homework. Lots of homework. :)
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Day 7: Okay, so this entry will be a little different than what’s on my other social media. Day 7: this body positive self care selfie is to remind you say “back off” to all the haters in the world. I ate a piece of pizza. Or 2. (3) AND?! Does it negate all the endurance and stamina I gained this week with my physical activity? No. And you know what? As a mother and full time student and as a normal human being, sometimes cooking sucks or I don’t want to do the dishes! It’s OKAY to indulge! If you’re a fat shamer or a concern shamee, kindly go f$&k yourself. I’m healthy, active and pizza is delicious.
In particular, this selfie was inspired by that heinous video by a YouTuber where comedy is used to mask being an asshole. I'm sick and tired of people treating fat/obese/chubby/whatever-adjective-you-prefer people like sub-human species. I am somebody's wife. I am two girls' mother. I am somebody's sister. I'm somebody's daughter. I'm somebody's friend. I matter. Maybe no to the vast majority of the world, but I matter. And so do you. I don't care what your size is. I don't care what your scale says. I don't care if your slender, skinny, fat, curvy, lithe, or athletic. I don't care what your sex or gender is. IF you have EVER felt like your body has made you a target for someone's hatred, I want you to know you matter. If your body image or bullying or dysphoria is causing you to engage in self-harm or unhealthy behaviors like binging, binging and purging, starvation or excessive exercise, please message me. If you give me your location, I will do my best to put you in contact with people in your area who can help you. No one should ever be treated as less-than an autonomous human because of your body. So much love to you all! 😍💖💞