seen from United Kingdom
seen from United Kingdom
seen from Germany
seen from United States
seen from United Kingdom
seen from United Kingdom
seen from Australia
seen from Türkiye
seen from Norway
seen from Netherlands
seen from Colombia
seen from Türkiye
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United Kingdom
seen from United States
seen from Italy
seen from United States
seen from Italy
im boycotting school btw reblog if you wanna join
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming
i really wish schools prioritized mental health more bc last night i cried for an hour while studying for a physics test, and a guy in my class broke down sobbing today during the test bc no one has a single clue what we are doing in that class
I haven't gone to school in so long, I'm barely doing any work
I'm so failing this year too, I hate myself to death
possibly a hot take, but I 100% believe that students should be allowed to slap their mean teacher(s) at least ONCE in every school term
hi guys this is a vent so feel free to scroll away
i study so fucking hard every time but i always get an F, how is that even possible people tell me that i'm good at it when we study TOGETHER and suddenly on the test i either can't remember how to do it despite reviewing minutes before the test or i think i can do it and then still get an F, why am i such a fucking dissapointment why can't i do it im barely passing it, why is math on tests so hard to me even if i did the exact same the day before without problems, i can't do this anymore
~Kitty
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming
When you wanna draw to express your emotions but your art skills are fucking useless and you can't create as much as a circle without wanting to snap your pencil and, later on, your wrist too :3
I feel like I'm becoming more and more useless as time goes by. The more I draw, the harder it gets to pick up a pencil. Drawing feels like a chore now. At least, most of the time. It used to be a hobby. It used to be something I enjoyed. Now it's kinda just an activity I've tied myself to. Activity that I'm not even good at. Shit, I can't draw humans anymore, and even cats have become tedious. Fucking cats of all things.
I'm not excited to go back into art school because I'm not skillful enough for art school and I don't wanna be faced with the proof again. I don't wanna show up to class again. Not if it means I'll be put in a room with twenty-four or so people who DO know what they're doing. With people who somehow keep up with what they're doing. With actual artists.
I'm lost and I don't know what I should do or who to talk to about this. I don't know whether I should drop out, jump off of a bridge or keep studying even if it means I won't accomplish anything. I'm a shitty student. I already knew that, but moving to bachillerato has made it even more evident than it already was, and fuck, does it hurt to know that. To know that my art is not as good as it should be and it probably never will be because I feel like I've stopped improving. Like I'm going backwards now. What used to be easy has now become stupidly hard. I can't draw humans anymore, I can't draw backgrounds anymore, I've completely forgotten how to shade and cats are becoming more and more difficult to draw and I'm supposed to have already mastered all of this. I spent three years taking art classes before I got here. Even longer if we take previous extra-curricular activities. But I haven't, and I won't, and I don't know what the FUCK am I doing here if I'm not fit for the studies I'm supposed to be able to take. Fucking kill me.
my childhood before the age of 12:
after:
...
