#school bully

Y/N's POV

I woke up to the most annoying alarm ever. I turned it off and laid in my bed for a little before getting up to get ready for he!! I mean school. I got out of my warm bed to go to my closet an changed into some white jeans, a red crop top with a blue jean jacket to go over it. After changing I went to my bathroom to get my hair an teeth brushed.

'Skip 15 minutes'

I get out of the bathroom to go put on my converse. Once I finished that I headed downstairs grabbed something quick to eat with my backpack in hand and headed to my car to go to school.

'Skip drive'

I got out of my car when I parked in my spot. I met up with my friend y/f/n at my locker.

"Hey y/f/n" I said

He/She said " Hey, how's it been."

We continued our conversation until someone slammed my locker closed right near my figures. I had the urge to scream in pain, but choose to keep quiet, I turned around to my friend arguing with the one an only Joshua. Joshua is the schools bully and I am one of those kids who he picks on.

"Y/N, one question. Why wear that when you have nothing to show off?" He said to me

I just went with it because I can't stand up for myself. I knew I wanted to cry but I didn't want to show any emotions because that would make me look weak. Josh started laughing while walking away with his friends.

'Skip to lunch'

Y/f/n and I got out of the class and made our way to the lunch room. We walked in line to grab food, but I couldn't help by looking at all the kids staring at me. I was just wondering why they were staring at me. I then walked to my lunch table with y/f/n. Before I  could even sit down I heard Josh say,

" Hey, maybe you shouldn't eat all that food. You don't want to end up fat do you."

Since I did't face him tears welled up in my eyes. He then said,

" Look at me when I am talking to you idiot."

When I didn't turn around Josh took the opportunity to spin me around. He then saw the tears and immediately said, " You gonna go cry to your mommy and daddy." I wanted to walk away, but I knew he would just make fun of me more. He just kept saying how I was a baby for crying. I know I told myself not to cry but I will admit  that Josh has final pushed my emotional walls down. I just decided to run and I knew I would most likely have to face the consequence later. I ran all the way home even though I left somethings at school, But I knew I could count on my friend to bring them. ( If you don't like anything to do with suicide skip to where I say it ends. and please read the author note at the very end of the story.)

'Starts Here'

I always thought of not living. I knew it was the right decision. I called my best friend...

You-bold & Friend- Not bold

Hey Y/N

Hi, I just wanted to let you know that you were an amazing friend to me and I love you to pieces.

I ended the call before she could say anything. I walked my way to the bathroom locked it and started filling the bath tub. When the bath tub was full enough I got in and held my breath before going under.

'Ends Here'

Y/f/n's POV

After the call from Y/N I started freaking out. I wanted to murder Josh, but I need to find him so he can drive me. I finally found him. " Josh please drive me to Y/N's house." He was about to say no, but I made my best sad eyes/sad face.

'Skip about a minute'

We finally made it I ran out of the car before Josh even had time to stop it. I ran as fast as I could to the bathroom. I tried to open it but it was locked. I gave out a frustrated scream.

Josh's POV

I heard Y/f/n scream so I made my way to her. I asked " What happened" He/She just pointed to the door. I ran into it about 3 times before it broke. What I saw broke my heart. I ran up to Y/N and grabbed her and started doing CPR. I thought it wouldn't work so I asked Y/f/n to call 911. I was still going at it until I heard her cough.

Y/N's POV

I started coughing and I heard loud breathing and voices. I opened my eyes slowly do to the light and saw Josh. I got scared when he grabbed me in a hug. I just started sobbing and didn't care that he was holding me. The ambulance came and they checked me out. After they left I decided to have a movie day with them. I was still nervous to be around Josh do to the bulling, but I was trying my best to be civil with him.

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