#scalpelwork

  CURIOSITY WAS, DECIDEDLY, a human construct: she was wrought of man made labour; and so, she carried it with her. The screen itself was small enough for her to appear as the studio intended: black and white tinged blue with Desi yelling through the camera for the approving ROAR of an audience. There is a part of her that wishes she could TURN IT OFF: to actively be able to listen and observe without the world in the box going on around her. The camera doesn’t move: Ricky Ricardo spoke and Lucy was not there to return it, the audience continued ooing and aahing HOLLOWLY.    “Your hands aren’t steady enough. Look at you; you’ve cut him CROOKED.” 

@scalpelwork DO NOT COME NEAR ME DO NOT BREATHE NEAR ME DO NOT THINK OF ME

“-- don’t you think it’s kind of in poor taste to dress up like a real actual murderer.”