#scaary

So...(thanks for being interested enough to keep reading!)

I’ve got an interview on the 17th. It’s for a job I was pretty excited about but I have looked it up more today and it’s like perfect. It’s exactly what I want to do - I wasn’t sure these sort of jobs even existed. I’m going to look around the Unit Friday to get a better idea but I’m sure that it is pretty perfect. But experience wise I might not be qualified enough for it - so I’m not sure it’s likely that I’ll get it despite getting an interview.

Now it will be a fair journey from home. BUT if I manage to pass my driving test on the 12th then that is going to suddenly get a lot better. It’s just under an hours drive - on public transport it is just over 2. 

Also, if I did get this job I would look at moving closer. I had a quick look and I could afford to buy a house in the area. The salary for the job is good enough and it’s full time. So even if I don’t pass I just need to do the awful travelling for a few months (or until I eventually pass my driving test) before I can afford to buy (I have savings specifically for this already).

The job is in Sunderland, if I did move to Sunderland then it would change an hour and a bit drive to a half hour drive to see my partner too. (This is super early days, but it enters into my head). I’d be just under an hour away from home too -- which isn’t what I wanted originally but I do genuinely think if I’m driving I would be going home and seeing people a lot (public transport is effort so I know that would make it hard).

The big thing here is the job. If I don’t pass my driving then I keep testing until I do pass, and get trains until then. If I don’t get the job these jobs are rare. But I need to just keep looking for full time work...