#savitza

#59129301293 edition of syTP-TC moments that make me spin like a dog in a corner: - those quiet nights at the beginnings of PeDC9A/Preds Arc where the team wasn't all that close yet, but they were starting to be. The first time Atzia knocked on Aetos's door asking if he could talk because she couldn't sleep. The first time Aetos knocked on Atzia's door asking for the same, except Savitza wanted to come with so he hopes she's okay with a bird. How that tradition continues until it ends violently with Aetos's death. How Sav stays with Atzia after that. How Sav dies and it's all Atzia can do to keep herself together because that was his falcon, and she let him die. she let both of them die. she keeps letting everyone die. it's her fault, it's her fault, it's - you know what that first one was all for today it's been stuck in my head like a song on loop i'm sorry. no one knows them like I do (they exist in my head) and so i shall share their moments like the gospel of a faith more loving that anything written in the name of a god