#savingcourtney

Dear Diary, 

I just want to pack my bags and leave my entire world behind, take a different road than I’ve been my whole life, I’ll open my heart to another heart to another crowd, another place, another now. Was only just the other day when everything felt so real, like nothing could go wrong, everything just stayed the same, for so long.

There’s empty places in my heart and i need to breathe, there’s empty place’s on the that i need to see, I’ve tried turning the page, to see the next chapter, to start the new story, but now I’m breathing in, and i’ll take the last exit to freedom, it’s my last chance to be free, at the first sign of tomorrow, the first sign of a new chapter, a new page, it feel’s like freedom to me.

Where do i go from here? life has never felt so strange, I’ve never felt so torn, so out of place, first i’ll search for the hope out on the horizon, and visit the empty place’s on the map, I’ll take the last exit to freedom, it’s my last chance to be free, I know i need sometime and leave all of this behind, but now im wide awake and i can’t hear a sound.