for @savethewaffle (we wonât talk about the prompt you sent me in my inboxđ )
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She planned everything, down to the pencil she would use to write notes during the orientation. It was the only way Adora could maintain her stress, the only way to ease her anxiety, and while it helped, the pit in her stomach only grew heavier as she neared the university.
No amount of mechanical pencils could calm her down now.
She studied the orientation agenda, prepared her answers for all the âGet To Know Youâ questions, Adora even knew what she would order in the university cafeteria. So, how could she have forgotten to look at the school map?
After stepping foot on the campus center, Adora looked left and right, noting the millions of signs saying all the same things: âThis way.â This way to what? How could there be so many arrows? Which signs was she supposed to follow? How was everyone else not as stressed as she was?
Adora checked the time, orientation check in would start soon. Coming early was out of habit, needing to maintain her schedule and follow her checklist bullet point for bullet point. Now, it was a blessing because the extra time would be used understanding where the hell she was going.
Her heart rate was increasing, if she didnât move, Adora knew she would explode. She let her feet guide her, walking down the concrete path until it rounded a corner. Ahead of her were a group of girls. Their relaxed expressions and comfortable laughter let Adora know these girls were older than her. She looked at the time again, she wanted to be one of the first people on the check in line; she needed to know where to go.
Mustering up all the courage in her system, Adora walked up to the girls just as they finished laughing again. Each one of them turned their heads towards her, a silence fell over them.
âUm, hi, Iâm Adora,â she began, losing focus as she eyed one of the girlâs biceps, âdo any of you know where to go for orientation?â
They exchanged looks, a particularly mischievous smile grew on the girl in the center. She was much shorter than her friends. Adoraâs breath caught in her throat, did all girls have smiles that pretty? She saw the girlâs tail waving behind her.
âYeah, Huntara, she needs her Orientation ID number, right?â
âYouâre absolutely right, Catra, thatâs all sheâll need.â
Orientation ID number? Did Adora miss an email? How could Adora have forgotten so much? She didnât know her Orientation ID number, she didnât even know she had one.
âOh, I, uh,â Adora felt her tongue dry up. Catra draped a piece of her hair behind her shoulder, how could something so simple be so beautiful? âI donât, um, I donât think I know my Orientation ID number? I must have missed something or It....â
Huntara and Catra bursted into another fit of laughter while their other friend rolled her eyes.
âIâm sorry about them, they always mess with the freshmen on Orientation day.â
âOh, youâre no fun, Scorpia,â Catra stepped forward, putting a hand on Adoraâs wrist. She whispered, âI wouldâve kept this up if that werenât the cutest reaction from a freshman weâve seen.â
Catraâs hand left her skin but her tail wrapped around her fingers for just a second before she stood again with her friends, âIf you go through these doors, follow the hallway all the way down and take a right, youâll see a table with a big Orientation sign, check in there.â
Adora stood there for a second, staring at this group of girls, at their smiles (warm, strong, alluring), at their eyes (friendly, powerful, mysterious), at their demeanors (welcoming, dashing, confident, self-assured, Catra, Catra, Catra). Suddenly, Adora realized her mouth was hanging open.
Catra laughed again, her head falling back. Adora didnât even know she walked closer to them until she felt Catraâs touch again, blessing her shoulder, âGo on, dummy. Iâm sure weâll see each other again.â Adora felt her squeeze her shoulder lightly, why did her arm feel like jelly now?
Had Adora completely lost her mind? Before she could even say goodbye, the outside campus turned into concrete walls covered by posters and sign up sheets and Adora desperately wanted to get one final look at Catra. She looked down at her feet, they were clumsily moving, one in front of the other, following the directions Catra gave her.Â
Catra; The velvet sound of her voice echoed in Adoraâs mind, the way Catraâs head fell back when she was laughing played over and over. The universe mustâve loved Catra, as it had sent a perfect gust of wind to blow through her cascading hair. The tingling sensation in her arm hadnât gone away, but what even was this tingling sensation?Â
âYour name?â
âHuh?â Adora looked down at the table in front of her, Adora looked at the woman sitting with a clipboard and glasses resting on her nose. âOh, sorry, uh, Iâm Adora,â the woman continued to stare at her and Adoraâs felt her tongue dry up, âGrayskull. Adora Grayskul?â
The woman checked her in, gave her a name tag, and a university tote bag before sending her through the double doors on the left. Adora found an empty table and started looking through the tote bag. Some pens, a pair of university sunglasses, and the upcoming semesterâs directory. Adora had to do a double take, wholeheartedly believing Catra was on the cover in a cheerleaderâs uniform. Upon second glance, the girl looked nothing like Catra.
What was going on? Why couldnât she think straight, why could Adora only think of Catra?
And why did Adora keep breaking her pencil lead? All during the orientation, Adora would be ready to write down whatever the speaker said but slowly found her mind wandering back to the little fang that hung outside Catraâs mouth when she wasnât smiling or laughing or doing anything for the matter. She thought about her jelly arm, how even after Catraâs been gone, the lingering sense of her touch etched itself into her skin. How could one encounter, especially as short as theirs, short circuit Adoraâs brain?Â
The pit in her stomach was no longer from anxiety but rather, the pit in her stomach grew out of aching to be near Catra again. Just thinking of Catraâs tail lingering on her fingertips, of her soft hands on Adoraâs skin, of the way her eyes captivated Adora beyond compare; it made the pit heavier and heavier and Adora couldnât bear to carry the weight, so why couldnât she stop thinking? She imagined getting to be the one whose hand touched Catra, watch her fingers gently flow through her hair and twirl a piece in hopeless spirals until it fell out of her hand. Could she hug Catra? Just a quick embrace? Could she bury her head in the crook of Catraâs neck and take a deep breath of her scent she wished she knew? (All three girls smelled wonderful, as much as Adora didnât want to admit she had been taking deeper breaths the closer she was to them.) Could she hold Catraâs hand, let their fingers intertwine, have Catra show her around campus and bring them to the back corner of the library where no one could see them and push her up against the books and--Â
What was Adora doing? Half the orientation had gone by and all she had written down was the date and a few scattered lines from when her pencil point broke. This needed to stop, but how? Perhaps, seeing Catra again would help. Maybe it would stop her brain from grinding its gears and she could get her final taste and then get a grip. Even if just to see her for a moment, in passing, in a glance; her daydreams were too much for her to handle.Â
Paranoia wasnât the right word, was Adora having delusions? Some sort of foolish fantasy that made her think Catra was around every corner, behind every open book, sitting in every chair of the classrooms they visited on the campus tour? Her heart rushed everytime she thought she saw Catra, any time she thought she heard that angelic laugh, and everytime she learned it wasnât that godforsaken girl, her heart twitched and panged and fingers desperately wanted to find the girl for just one touch; couldnât they make it even?
She wasnât even sure how she answered the small group questions, she couldnât even remember the other studentsâ names. She wished she could, it felt incredibly rude not to, but Adora was far too occupied with how Catra would look next to her in pictures. Too much, Adora thought, too fast, letâs scratch that. Instead, she thought of Catra in front of a camera, that smize being the perfect picture to capture, how that one look could say the million words Adora needed to clear in her head. None of her thoughts formed sentences, everything was hazy, she was too entranced with Catraâs whole entire being to even try and sort out what was going on.
It had been a few hours since she ate breakfast, maybe all she needed was food. She was thankful for the lunch time, grabbing every boxed lunch that looked good to her and found a seat in the corner. It faced away from the general crowd, her mind needed to rest, it needed to refuel; eating the Italian sandwich, chicken nuggets, burger, slice of pizza, cookies, chips, salad, grapes, and four juice boxes would help, right? It would be enough food to last her the rest of the day, through the night, hopefully through the rest of her existence because if this didnât stop her from thinking about how beautiful Catra was, nothing would.
âHey, Adora.â
Mid bite on her burger, Adora stopped and looked up. She blinked and blinked and blinked until Catraâs eyebrows furrowed and her face frowned. Was it really her, was she not dreaming?Â
âHow do you....â
Catraâs head twitched in confusion, âYou told me earlier? And,â she pointed to the nametag on her shirt and Adora thought she would pass out right there. âOkay, dummy, why donât we put this down,â Catra said, taking Adoraâs arms and helped place the burger back down on its tin foil and taking a seat next to her. âDo you always eat this much?â
âI,â Adora just finished the third juice box, how was her throat dry? âIâm just hungry.â
Catra snorted, crossing her arms, âClearly.â
Adora stared at her, her memories hadnât done justice. Did she even actually look at Catra the first time they met or did Catra just get more beautiful in the few hours they were apart? Adora couldnât breathe, her face felt hot, her hands were clammy, hell, even in her tee shirt and leggings, Adora felt like she was in a sauna with no way out. Catra stayed with her arms crossed, surveying the cafeteria around her, effortlessly looking like she had walked out of a fashion magazine. Was she even real? No one else in the cafe joined them, and Catra and her friends looked like Greek goddesses, could she be dreaming? What if she was still in bed, curled up in a little ball, drooling on her pillow while her mind decided to be a big asshole and make her think her cause of death would be heart failure from meeting the prettiest girl on Etheria.
What a jerk her brain would be.
But, another student passed the table, saying hi to Catra before walking out the door. Catra only waved, bringing her eyes back to Adora and smiling, âYou gonna keep staring? Maybe I should charge you if youâre gonna stare at me like that.â
âWhat? I,â Adora tried to break the eye contact but she was drawn in, far too deep to return to reality.Â
Catra exuded confidence, like she didnât give a single fuck about what anyone would think of her. In that moment, Adora decided this was why she was fawning over the girl. Adora had never been the confident type, she never walked into a room like she owned it. It was something sheâd wanted since she was a little girl, to be looked at and think, âShe knows what sheâs doing.â It was why she planned for hours, days, weeks for this Orientation that would only last a couple more hours and still, she failed at following through with her hopes. Catra wouldnât have, Adora thought, Catra couldnât.
Catra laughed, leaning forward and pulling her phone from her back pocket. She cleared her throat, placing her hand out. Adora stared at it and almost gave Catra her own hand but was thankfully stopped when Catra passed her phone over. Adora found hers and put it in Catraâs hand, watched as she typed and snickered and took a picture of herself before giving it back. She looked at her own phone and gestured to use it, Adora shook her head and wiped her hands, putting in her contact info.Â
She passed the phone across the table, Catra frowned and Adora thought she was about to die and that wasnât what Catra had wanted.
âNo picture?â
âOh! I, well,â Adora tried to push a piece of hair behind her ear but there was no such piece to do so; her ponytail was perfectly kept and there were no loose strands. What was she doing? She looked like a complete fool in front of Etheriaâs most beautiful person, what kind of first impression was that? Adora gulped, wishing she could start this day over and prepare herself to be an idiot. âIâm not the best with photos.â
Catra waved her off, pointing her phone towards Adora. She scooted some of the food further up the table and leaned back, smiling as she brought her phone back down. She showed Adora the picture, it was awful and embarrassing and Adora wished she could erase it but Catraâs smile was bigger than sheâd seen it earlier and it was everything Adora had wanted to see for hours.
âGosh, youâre such a dork,â Catra laughed, locking her phone. âGood for pictures, though.â She got up, pushed in her chair, leaned over and placed her hand on the side of Adoraâs chair, âText me, okay? Iâll give you the real tour of campus, Iâll even pay for lunch.â
As Catra turned around to leave, her tail lingered on Adoraâs hands in her lap before she disappeared through the doors and out of the building. Adora stared at the doorway, suddenly understanding why honeydew and mint would be her new favorite scent.
Catra was beautiful, Catra was breathtaking, Catra was everything Adora wanted and fuck, did she want to kiss her.







