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radio, bleed me a melody. (playlist) // always accepting !!

[ 1 of 4 ] i fucked up

1. time bomb - all time low

two kids, no consequences.pull the trigger without thinking.

2. secret love song - little mix ft. jason derulo

stolen moments that we steal as the curtain falls.it’ll never be enough.

3. is there somewhere - halsey

i’m sorry, but i fell in love tonight.i didn’t mean to fall in love tonight.

4. there’s a fine, fine line - avenue q ost

i guess if someone doesn’t love you back, it isn’t such a crime.there’s a fine, fine line between love and a waste of time.

5. dancing on my own - calum scott ver.

and i’m right over here. why can’t you see me?and i’m giving it my all, but i’m not the guy you’re taking home.

6. a drop in the ocean - ron pope

i was hoping that you and me might end up together.it’s like wishing for rain as i stand in the desert.

7. all over me - lindsey harper

in the space between what’s wrong and rightyou will find me waiting for you.

8. tonight - kate walsh

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⤑ kwon eunmi demands the presence of vernon chwe.

she had a session in less than thirty minutes. her home office was set-up - a fancy term for her room, which decorated with fairy lights and pastel curtains. there was a certain image she projected online; her face had sharp, almost feline features, but her character gave off an air of innocence. guys thought it was sexy, and she made good money out of it.

but, really, eunmi just wanted to get this session over with so she could catch up with her shitty reality television shows. her older sister left just a little while ago, and eunmi hadn’t heard from paulie, her exotic shorthair, since her sister bid her farewell. once she heard the muffled meowing however, eunmi’s ears perked up, and her body shot  straight up.

before she knew it, she was running out into the main hall of their apartment unit, frantically checking every curve and crevice in case her beloved cat was being suffocated behind furniture. another meow, but this time, it came from behind her. she turned around, only to be greeted by the door. that was when it hit her - paulie followed eunju outside. her older sister, a complete ditz, probably didn’t notice the cat following suit as she walked out.

without much thought, eunmi pulled open the door into the vast hallway, running out in just her ridiculously expensive set of underwear. much too used to being half-naked, eunmi’s bare feet padded along the carpeted corridor in pursuit of the cat, bumping into who she recognized was their extremely attractive neighbor. she had to stop in her tracks, grabbing the male by his shoulders.

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            kim jongin found that, as of late, his life has been a complete and utter mess. 

            it happened when he didn’t care enough about the consequences of sleeping around with three different people. it was a typical brand of popular boy problem that he often found himself stuck in. after all, it was better to keep his bed warm rather than be faced with the certainty that he was going to spend the rest of his life alone. again, it was mainly his fault. what, with how he had pushed away his step brother and everything...

            “i would be more than happy to go on a trip but..” he drawled on, lazily kicking his feet up the sofa. his dad was cooking him recovery food for his hangover. he was nursing one at the moment, his eyes half closed and groans slipping past his lips in between speaking. “does it really have to be this weekend?” a family trip was in the works. his father and his stepmother had noticed how...distant, he and taemin had been as of late. their usual banter sounded too bitter. the house was quiet. they didn’t even look at each other in the eye.

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moon jongup. two words. ten letters. enough to bring him back to the past, to where everything began almost three years ago, in ravenclaw’s boys room. he was an enigma back then, a new transfer from durmstrang in the middle of their sixth year, casually strolling around hogwarts’ interior as if he was meant to be there. baekhyun being the forgetful bloke he was didn’t even know about jongup’s status as a transfer student until they became close sometime before the summer break, befriending the taller right away and bonding upon potions. his durmstrang background was a mere facade of what he truly is; a warm, kindhearted boy with a face too straight to come off as ‘friendly’.

and now, here they are, in the streets of london. they’re both in their twenties, baekhyun in his casual attire that consisted of an oversized hoodie he stole and a pair of skinny jeans and sneakers. his usual pretentious outfit discarded on the floor of his shared apartment before he went grocery shopping. baekhyun managed to crack his rectangular smile as he carried the bag towards jongup’s way.

it’s funny how they met, really. one moment baekhyun was on autopilot mode, the next he felt something hard slapping against his face. the spine of the magazine hitting the bridge of his nose causing his eyes to sting. but if the magazine didn’t fly towards his way, baekhyun wouldn’t even notice the familiar face among the sea of strangers before him.

Send me one “Dear—” and I’ll write a letter to this person.

6th year / first semester

ma moitié,

i messed up. i know that.

i don’t even know how to write this without sounding like a desperate idiot. i know i wasn’t ready, but i tried, anyway. believe me - i tried, but the nagging at the back of my head forced me break things off. i refused to believe riley was growing up in front of me, and i was going to miss it if i get… distracted. but you weren’t a distraction from riley. you were a distraction from any and everything that’s bad in this godforsaken world. i can’t believe it took me this long to realize. i’m sorry for hurting you. i still really… like you. beanstalk.

all i want is another chance.

- jeonghan

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6th year / winter breakafter the vacation, a week before class.

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maybe he wasn’t too late this time. for once, someone actually waited for him - but the fear of being second choice - a fucking rebound - gnawed at his insides. but there was no turning back now. because, truth be told, jeonghan waited to have his time. and, truth be told, jeonghan waited for him, too.

“looks like you don’t have to anymore.”