idk that i believe they have read it. phil said "there's some good shit out there, makes for a good read" before he mentioned satth and dan said "that's a long one" however, they could just be going off of what people have commented about it.

i don't ever want to assume that they have read a 150k work about themselves akjsjh that seems a bit much to be fair.

also i have since writing it come across a tweet calling satth a bit too angsty. and that made me go "omg, is it too angsty?" and i came to the conclusion that yeah, that's actually a reasonable thing to say about it.

it's a bit dark and somewhat deals with heavy topics too. idk that i want them reading all that (even the romantic stuff, i think about them reading any of that and cringe so hard). it's for sure what i needed at the time, i often joked that i wrote satth so that i wouldn't kill myself, back then. and i'm very glad i was able to put some of the darkness i felt somewhere else so that i wouldn't just carry it inside myself at all times.

i am however proud of the jokes, i think some of them were very dan-and-phil-like, i think the light and fun parts of it are really cool, maybe i should have done more of that, idk. i think some bits were ENTERTAINING which i always aimed for. what's done is done. but to answer your question, i don't believe for a second that they've read it, specially if they think it's "a long one" (a real commitment, that one), but if i entertained the thought that they have, for fun's sake, jesus... god save us all.

med school is so time consuming i am SO SORRY

Whenever inspiration hits + im done with exams

this is literally so kind of you im so insecure and i do feel often like people don’t know my writing because in my head my real writing is in my native language. but this is such a beautiful thing to say thank you 🥺