Variegated Solomonâs Seal: What is one thing you wished you could seal away and never see/feel/use/etc again? Why? (for any/all :] )
(You said âallâ, so here you go - long post ahead!)
âAs much as I hate some things, losing them completely could be dangerous if it lead to careless or complacency, like uncertainty or old memories. Iâm not sure if thereâs anything Iâd want to get rid of.â
â...actually, scrap that. If I could seal away any single thing, Iâd do that to Ifrit. Or the primals in general. They deserve to be sent to the seventh hell and never be seen again.â
âIs emptiness a feeling? If so, I would seal away that. Sometimes it feels as if my feelings had already been sealed away in part, and I would do almost anything to break free of that uncertain numbness.â
âOne thing which I would never see, feel or use again...? I think I would choose my worries... ah, no, my anxiety. Losing all concern could make me unkind and that would be awful, but... I wish my heart wouldnât get gripped by such dread so often.â
âI would seal away my magic. I donât think that it can ultimately be used for anything good.â
âHm, Iâm not sure if there is anything in my personal life which I would like to seal away - and more general-level concepts like poverty or greed are complex and rooted in many things, which would probably mean that they canât be eradicated without further actions.â
âI suppose I wish I could seal away my familyâs expectations of carrying the less savoury parts of their legacy, but I have more or less accepted my role. I will do my best not to pass it onto the next generations - and will likely succeed, as I have no intention of having children of my own.â
âSayinâ âall the fishbacksâ wouldnât probably be allowed, aye? I donât care fer âem, but I guess could do with their slimy scaly god-primal, too. Ainât a lot of La Nosceans who wouldnât wish fer that, I reckon.â
âSaying ânahâ would probably be more in line with my personality, but you know what? I wouldnât mind if I could seal away my memories of Cartenau. If I needed to remember that I was there, others could just say âoh, Gâilas, you were there too!â and then I could go âoh, I guess I really was!...â
â... and I could do without the pain.â
âGive me a way to seal away betrayal, and Iâd do almost anything. Seeing your own parents give you up for some bloody stupid heretic crap? I donât need that, and I especially donât need to remember how it felt.â
âI donât know. Tears? Frustration? No: even though I wish peopleâs actions and words wouldnât get under my skin so often, both of those have their time and place. I feel like everything - or at least more or less everything - in my life has been there for a reason, even though all of it has hardly been pleasant. Thatâs why I donât think I would wish to seal anything away.â
âI would seal away my headaches, which distract me and prevent me from doing my duties. I am aware that they might be a warning sign and something which should be heeded...â
â...but I would still remove them and do my duty to my full extent instead of being gripped by slow deterioration and a seed of doubt.â



















