#sarahchirping

You say you need holiday You need holiday because you so tired for doing nothing.

even you know that you didn’t do anything but you feel so tired more than just physically.

You try to be a good and nice and happy person because you know not everybody in this world as lucky as you but what you feel is everybody going to judge to you. they judge you, they judge another, they never tired. You feel that you are a loser You say that you are a loser

Place that you’ve been and being there is a place for a loser. They’re not popular, they’re not beautiful, they’re not rich, So you are.

and what would you do?

You have one person as a place that you can be yourself, but you realize he have his life, you gotta get a life to. So, I don’t know. Is that he is your home but you’re not sure, or is he place for you after escaping but the other side, you know that you must be tired for run and escaping one day, you need to stop and then walking in your life, see your right, see your left, enjoy the ‘landscape’.

What else?

Religion? god.

Oh, please. you are 19. and you feel a mess. you afraid to god, but you don’t know what to do with god. It really a thing to be grateful you don’t join a radical group as a girl who lost in life.

So what would you do?